How I Made Love With The Love Of My Life

Hi my name is john and this is my story. Not sure if I should tell the story but I miss her and hope she reads this.

As the best way to tell my story from the start so here goes. Four years ago I was on a part time job for a medical card company at total mall hal and yes selling medical cards not something I planned I would be doing when I am 20 and doing my degree in business management but stuff happens and you need all the extra money you can when you are in college. So it was a sunday not sure of the date, at this shopping mall in bangalore and I was partnered with that’s right jane the day luck was on my side.

She was hot not like those 36, 24, 36 but more like 30, 24, 33 I guess not sure will tell why later and way out of league. But she was not like those uptight once. She was more like the once who look at people for who they are and not passing any judgments. Don’t know why but she was someone I was very comfortable from the movement we met the day was o’sum until I forgot to take her number and had to wait for a week, longest week of my life so it was sunday and that’s right she was replace by another guy because the company decided the cost was not worth it.

As her sales was not that good (mostly because we were talking half the time) girls get paid more for part time jobs because they bring the “Glamor or professionalism” to the job I guess. So I did the only thing I could do, not to be a stalker but I had to know if there could be something there. So I buttered the supervisor for her number and I got it after a lot of convincing, so I was going to follow the 3 day rule and realized it has already been a week so I texted her “Hi” on monday by 10am and she replied “Who is this” only by 8 or 9pm and I was freaking out the whole time realized I had to give my name on the first place “Awkward”.

So we started chatting she is studying to be an architect we knew every personal stuff about each other with in two days and we moved to that part of time where we started to make stuff up to text “How was your day?”, “Did you watch that movie?”, “Suggest a movie?”, “How is that movie?”, so on and forth. I being a movie buff had a lot to go around. So this went on for around three months and I started to freak out because I started to think more about her like what do I text her next?, what is she thinking about me?, started to be in my own world distracted something that was new to me so decided to take a break as it was the holidays I went to my native and she went back to mangalore. So after a month or so against my better judgment we started texting again not the brightest movement you know stuff happens I guess.

It went on for a month and the same feeling started again which I was not a fan of so came up with a story of me having an ex girlfriend and how I got in a fight with her brother a shit story like that and called her for advice. I know it was kind of a shit move but had to be sure that she would think of me as a dick for ditching my ex girlfriend and she would not text me back even if I texted her which would require me to be fucked or desperate big time to do it in the first place. It felt like crap but it worked.

Then for the next 2 months I didn’t contact her, my semester exam started by that time which gave me something to focus on. So once the exam was over me and friends planned to visit orion mall on a sunday to blow of some steam watch a movie, 5 guys and 3 bikes. But fate had other plans as we were loafing around and ended up in this lift next to that’s right jane well that was awkward, tried my best to keep quite but ended up or started with hi with a lot of stupid jokes that’s something I do when I am uncomfortable. My friends ended going to the movie and split giving me hints what’s going to come tomorrow. Because when you are growing up u meet 3 types of boys 1. The handsome guys who gets the girl without much effort 2.The not so handsome who try so hard to get a girl and 3.The once who come up with creative ways to make fun of the above two parties and I was one from the third lot. I was friends with these 4 guys from the age of 8, from school I was sure what was in store for me.

Any ways she had come near orion to collect something her mom had sent from mangalore with a family friend or someone. So came in to buy something which she did not want me to know and tried very hard to hide so I didn’t push it, I could take an educated guess. The day was osum on all counts. Not sure what it was with this girl she was like this female version of sherlock homes I tried my best to keep stuff but she kept on coming up with theory’s with me just saying yes or no, her smile was making it hard for me to lie. Every time she was came out with a successful theory she was over the moon. Like she captured a kingdom or something and I like a hopeless sheep thinking what to do next by the end of the day she figured out the entire bullshit story I told her. Didn’t know how time passed by it was getting late so I offered to give a drop to her hostel which she accepted, me being the genital man I think I am didn’t try anything funny business the whole way took a lot of restraint but got it done made plans to meet up on saturday.

The next couple of days was crazy friends from one end jane on the other lot of excitement was going around sneaking out from friends to meet her and she having time of her life giving me advice I guess we worked because she loved to talk and I think I am a good listener I guess but most of the time I would be lost in her eyes the innocence in her face. By the end of the year she knew more about me than I was comfortable with. I never had a girl who was my best friend so I where around the line I was happy with her being my friend because I didn’t want to lose what I had with her. Every time I talked to her there was not a single trouble in the world and trust me my life fucked up lot, jane use to shrink the hell out of me, never understood why she wanted to be an architect she could be a really good shrink if she took up phycology, but both her parents being a doctors might have something to do with it not sure.

So it was my final year and she just had like 2 to 3 months left in bangalore. That’s when it started a feeling that what is going to happen next. By now I was so dependent on her that I had her number on speed dial, no she put it there I guess, didn’t know we had speed dial option before that’s for sure. She is something different all to gather she never used to let me take her tab if we went out. I used to buy her gifts but the only 1 she liked was the bracelet I made for her.

So coming back to the story 3 months become 1 month and the feeling of friendship was not enaf I wanted more things started to get awkward. I didn’t want to cross the line with the fear of losing her. I put on a smile every time I meet her. But every time I brought up what next after the course she would changing the subject she was so cute that I would fall for it every time. 1 month changed to 1 week it was a friday after last project submission she wanted to go out so we went out, I was in a do or die mode we watched a movie it was getting late so I dropped her back at the hostel that moment something snapped I couldn’t do it any more, I had to do something, that possibly could be one of the last time we meet, I had to do something. So I told her ” I love you”, “Cant live without you” and every other cheesy line I could come up with for like 5 min I pored my heart out and she didn’t say a word, once I was done she just walked off without saying a single word, not even a single reaction nothing. On the other hand that was the only time I have seen her like that because she always wanted the last word.

I tried calling her she didn’t pick up later it was switched off, I thought that was it she is never going to talk to me, was sad and angry at the same time wanting to do something with no idea what to, couldn’t sleep the whole night with so many thoughts rushing in my head. Even take a tardus to undo the night but realized it had to be done, didn’t want live in any regret for the rest of my life I felt this huge gaping hole in my heart. Not sure when I feel a sleep woke up like 10 in the morning didn’t go to college, good my parents were not home as they had gone to a funeral to my native home town, they were supposed to be back in like ten days.

For the next three days there was nothing no calls no messages my life was shit never knew booze and ice cream would taste so dam good, watched a lot of movies and tv series. Frankly the three days was a blur. The 4th day I was woken up with her phone call like 3 in the afternoon. It was jane I didn’t pick up not just because I was still high more like didn’t know what to say. There were around 14 miscalls from her. Had a shower after 3 days or so became as normal as I could have been given the situation. Called her back she didn’t pick up, just got a message to pick her up from hostel at 5 she wanted to talk. Had like a million questions in my head. I reached there around 5 she was waiting outside she looked like she hasn’t slept in days dark circles around her eyes and everything, went to our usual place the coffee day near her college.

I ordered our usual we didn’t talk for like 10min I tried to break the ice and told her guess what happens to a frog when it park in a no parking zone. She just lost it wouldn’t blame her was a stupid joke. After what felt like an hour shouting, crying, complain and lecture about why I didn’t call her? Or why I didn’t pick her call the first time? Or why did I go spoil everything? Why didn’t I tell her earlier? Why couldn’t we just be friends? And stuff like that. Which I tried to listen but was soon lost in her eyes and glad she was talking to me. So once she settled down with the whole coffee cafe day staff and customers looking at me like I did something really bad to her. Wow that was awkward.

If you thought that was bad what came next was getting even better. The reason she was avoiding the question what next was because she was going to usa for an internship and how everything was perfect until I proposed and stuff like that. That was like a kick to my gut I couldn’t keep it together any more didn’t know what to do. There was like a million things going on in my head. Every time I was in a situation I couldn’t decide in the past 2 years she was the one who helped me advised me.

It was not like I was going to ask her not to go to usa or ask to marry her didn’t seem right. So I let her decide. I wanted to tell her so many things but all I ended up telling was hope your usa internship works, enjoy have a great life and left. Felt like crap wanted so wanted to get the hell out of there brought some booze went home and drank still I passed out

The next day morning woke up around 7 am checked my cell I had around 35 miss calls and a message telling “Stop being a dick and pick my call” against my better judgments I called her all she told me was come pick me up and cut the call. That’s what I did reached the hostel in like 15min still not sure why but there she was with a bag, telling me lets go.

I asked where to and her answer took me by surprise “You love me right for the next 2 days let me see what it is about I am all yours” I thought it was kind of a joke I know she was a badass, no fear, live in the movement kind of a girl but this was huge somewhere in my head I still thought I was dreaming, she just flicked me and told lets go. I didn’t know what I was going to do was very impulsive move I brought her home only to remember the house was not you call an ideal living condition with no parents around from 5 days an me drinking my sorrow with junk food covers all over the place with me spending most of the time watching movie and playing games. Couldn’t leave her outside to clean the room what if some 1 might see us and told my mom. She had actually seen me in all my worst I kind of thought she might freak out and ask to leave and all she said was looks like someone had a busy week.

So we started off by cleaning up the house, I made her scramble eggs and toast with some slice mango juice for breakfast she didn’t wanted to talk about usa, she made me promise these 2 days it would be just about us and nothing other than this matter that movement felt so special that I leant forward and kissed her. That was the first time I kissed someone on the lips it felt cold sweat it was osum. So we kissed again and again and again then we cooked some food cut vegetables for curry we had so much fun, we watched some cheesy romcom movie snuggled on my bed and the time passed so fast it was the best day of my life. It was like 9 or so she went to take bath and came in just my sweatshirt wet hairs we smooched and she kept my hands on her boobs it was so soft it felt so good I tried to go ahead, but had this feeling that she was not into it her eyes was getting filled my head was saying to go for it but my heart was against with the battle of my head and heart my heart won.

So I stopped and I just hugged her and asked what happen and she starts to cry and I became shure she was not into it so I told her listen you know that we don’t have to do right. I didn’t like you for your body but for you as a person right so stop avoiding and tell me what happen and I don’t want the final movements we are going to be together filled with regret right so chill out put on some cloths lets go for a long drive. We went to a hotel had a candle light dinner later went to this coffee day in mysore road which is known to be open 24hrs reached there around 11:30 pm had some coffee reached back home around 2am it was the best night I could have asked for was very tired the movement I found the bed I was down the coffee day itself was around 150km one way.

I was woken up with someone kissing me it was jane just in her bra and panty I tried to stop her but she pinned me down and told shut up and stop thinking and go with it and removed her bra. It was osum set of boobs and that was it I pinned her on the bed started by kissing eyes, ears, nose, lips, neck, boobs, bellybutton and every other part of her body I could think she stopped me and told me to remove my cloths first I did it in no time didn’t know I could remove my cloths so fast and just like that we moved to the main menu I asked her if she was sure she wanted to do this she told me to shut up and do it already.

I removed her panty placed my dick at the entrance of her pussy and it was so tight both of us were virgin so I pushed again only the head went inside her eyes was filled I pushed again with full force only half went in asked if she wants to stop she slapped me and to me to do it all ready and I pushed with all I got and I was fully inside her it felt so good and painful at the same time and I started to and fro motion for like 5min kissing her lips and boobs at the same time. It felt so instance both of came on the same time and released my entire load inside of her it was so good, felt like for once in my life everything was possible. Felt bad for myself though I was able to last only 5min after all the practice of masturbation watching porn was of no use but not complaing that was the only reason I knew what to do at the first place.

We never took of our eyes from each other’s eyes and smooched and kind of passed out I guess woke up around 6 in the morning and there she was sleeping right next to me like an angel I went had a shower made some breakfast and brought it to her. She was still sleeping I didn’t want wake her she looked so pretty with hairs fallen on her face and a beauty spot right under her ears she was so cute. Wanted to live in that movement for the rest of my life. On the other end the suspense was killing me. Did she like it? Was she in pain? Most of all will she let me do it again? I know not one of my proudest movement. And she woke up I gave her the breakfast tray and she smiled. So I asked who was it and she replied not bad will do it better. That was like a huge kick to my ego I know it was not the best but telling it to your face should be considered rude or something right but that was jane always blunt on the face. That was one of the things I loved about her but at this right movement not that much.

It was our last day together but she had to go to her hostel to submit her keys or something like that her graduation ceremony was last thursday so she had sent all her things with her parents last week itself. She had stayed back another week telling she is doing a project with her professor and she was to be back to mangalore on friday and will be flying to usa in 3 weeks’ time by the way she had submitted the project on friday itself cool right. She promised it will take only an hour two tops so I dropped her at the college around 10 I had a thought of surprising her so I went and brought her a locket it did put a hole in my pocket but she was totally worth it, also went to the medical store and brought an ipill pack and some condoms hoping for the best. She called me after 3hrs or so we were on the way to a hotel for lunch but she was like nope lets cook so we went and brought some grocery and went back home.

So I just wanted hug her once we reached home but didn’t want to come of creepy and she told she is going to cook something special so decided give some time but was not able to wait more than 5min I went to the kitchen she was cutting some vegetables I hugged her from behind she tried to push me but I used this is my last day with you card so she stopped resting then what felt like less than 5min of me kissing her ears, neck and shoulders which was covered with some sweat the aroma was killing me on the other hand I was touching her bare skin which was from below her t-shirt and loosening her bra hooks and playing with her boobs and telling me with a very sexed voice to stop which was giving me a bonner of a life time.

She had finished cooking rice and chicken curry by now was not able to resists any more I turned her around and smooched her lifted her to the kitchen counter table removing her t-shirt and put one boob in my mouth and the other in my hands for 5min or so. And we had the most mind blowing sex on the kitchen the floor. This in my head felt like a good idea at that time with us getting carried away but trust me was not at all comfortable but she didn’t complain and I was not going to. We later went and had a shower together which was ooosumm….

The lunch was crazy she came and served the food wearing nothing but my shirt she was simply irresistible at that point of time, I pulled her on my lap and we started to feed each other which trust me was out of this world. Once we finished lunch I gave her the ipill she just smiled and told she had already taken 1 in the morning, it was an awkward movement I wanted to get out of, so asked her what next she told me to become creative that was cold. We went to my bedroom the sheets had blood from yesterday had totally forgotten about it so took it to the washing machine and to told her to take some fresh sheets from the drawer below the bed by the time I was back she had found my stash of whiskey I had hid. She was giving me the judgmental look, I was like you do realize that I had rough week right and she gave me that million dollar smile.

As we didn’t have anything to top our previous act she said lets drink asked her if she was sure, she told me she wanted to try as she has not tried anything stronger than wine so I went with it but I introduced my famous ice cream with whiskey 3 shorts each topped with ice-cream she started to feel the kick I kind of started to like this side of her she started to talk about everything under the sky she was so cute then I put on some slow music on my cell,

I started kissing her she also got in the mood I slowly unbutton the shirt she was wearing and took of my t-shirt and shorts to and started kissing her she got aggressive and pinned me down and started to kiss me it was too much to handle my dick was on full swing I wanted to ask her for a blowjob but didn’t want an awkward movement but she gave me the next best thing, she started to ride me her boobs going up and down was the best feeling I could ask for I started sucking her boobs and kissing her lips while she was still riding me you will not believe how good it feels, we both came at the same time and passed out on each other’s. Not sure if it was the whiskey it felt like we had sex for like hours together and we started spooning with each other all sweaty hugging each other with just a blanket upon us not sure when we feel asleep.

I woke up around 9pm she was still asleep wanted to go another round but didn’t want to be awkward or she feeling used. So I went and arranged the table for a candle light dinner with the food and the decoration she at that time was standing behind me smiling with just the bed spread she was looking so hot in that candle light she then came back just in my shirt and panty for the dinner. She had asked me to promise I wouldn’t talk about tomorrow so did some small talk so once we finished dinner I told her to close her eyes and I put the locket around her neck it had a key that that looks like a tree and the chain that looks like thread.

It got emotional so fast her eyes filled up and she kissed me we smooched for like 6min or so I carried her to the bedroom the fact that she will be with me only still 2 in the afternoon was killing me so I used that movement and started to finger her and told her I have a proposal for her first I made sure we reached the stage she couldn’t say no and told her not to go tomorrow and I will drop her to mangalore by friday afternoon just give me 1 more day by now she was so close that she shouted yes I made her promise and came. Once she was done she told me to wipe my smug smile of my face but I couldn’t help it I just scored another day with her.

We started kissing and she asked what’s the plan for tomorrow I wanted to tell her to stay back home and have sex all day long but didn’t feel right I didn’t want her to think of me as a sex maniac so I told we will go to wonder la spend the night in masanagudi and then straight to mangalore just around 6hr drive from there then she called her mom and told that she didn’t get ticket for the thursday bus so has booked the ticket for the friday night so she will reach only by saturday morning she even used her last day in bangalore, have shopping, going to usa cards for her mom’s permission the whole time she was talking with her mom I was kissing her legs kissing and playing with her boobs and she was trying so hard to push me off and not morn the whole thing was kinky.

But I got confused and asked what are you going to do on friday and she only told that’s a surprise for me. I didn’t want to think of it now was very horney and started to fuck her as fast as I could and lasted for 8min by which time she had cummed twice am sure of the time because she passed a comment “Not bad tiger lasted 12min” I know judgmental right but I was not going to be the one to complain so after 30min of spooning or so I was back for more but this time I opted for doggy style and she went with it I fucked her pussy from behind the best idea I had ever. So we had 2 more session before we called it a night.

Next day woke up by 6 packed up our bags and left to wonder la to beat the rush hour traffic and yes I took my car we reached by 9 brought tickets because it was thursday in was not that crowded we had the best time. Trust me guys wonder la with a girlfriend you cannot beat that, the wave pool with her was osumm. Any ways by 6pm we left the place to masanagudi we reached by 8 pm it was this place with jungle as the theme mainly because it was near the forest they had setup this barbeque in front of our cottage which was made of bamboo woods. You will get the feel of the nature. Selected this place because it is run by friend of mine who is currently in bangalore for studies and I knew it was safe because we had come here before. So we had food it was really good sitting around the fire I was treasuring every movement we were spending together the time had already 11 I did had made plan to have sex but not sure if it was because we were tired of the waterpark and travel or the 2 pegs of whiskey but just slept cuddling each other.

This time she woke me up at 6 in the morning they had schedule this trekking around the forest but I didn’t want to wake up but she was the adventures one so she came to pull me out of bed but I had other plans, I was having what us guys call a morning wood and always wanted to know how it feels to fuck with it.

So I made her a deal I will join the trekking if she gives me my quickie. She wasn’t 100% happy with it but told “Why do men always have to think with their dicks make it count” I lasted 6 min which got me trekking for almost 2 hrs. Not cribbing I was happy with my wish coming true. But one good thing came out of it I was able to play with her under the waterfall it is osum you will have to take my word for it. We had another round of sex before lunch then we were off to mangalore by 12pm.

So we reached mangalore by 5 pm from there on it was her turn. Trust me it was the best 14hrs of my life which had sex in the car and so many other places I didn’t think was possible. Will tell what happened in the 14hrs later, but by the end had come and tried we can use long distance relationship.

But we both had watched way too many movies to know that was going to end badly so we came up with a deal the next time we meet each other years from now and we are not seeing any one else we will give us another try until then we will not try and contact each other until then. At least we split on our own terms.

It’s been almost 2years now and then try to find her on facebook but no luck. I tried my best to make her join facebook but she had this logic that if she wants to talk or get in touch with some on she will pick a phone and call, and she doesn’t like to share her information with the internet, some bad experience with orkut I guess, didn’t force her she was going to have the last word any ways, god I miss her.

So p.S names are changed you guys can guess why. Let me know what you guys think I should do or have any pointers you can contact me at [email protected]