My First Time – Initiation Into The World Of Sex

But I did not start as bitchy as I am now. I was also an innocent kid some time back until some men happened. By the time you are a teen, you have better be street smart or you had it.

This goes back to the days when I was just 18. I had recently had my periods and I was very confused. My mom is not much of a mom- she does look after me and my brother (younger one), but being single, she has a lot of guys coming in home every now and then. My mom is pretty sexy and had me at the age of nineteen and so was pretty young. She was also pretty giving, if you know what I mean.

We were forever changing houses, living in debt and she was forever switching jobs. My dad was already married to someone else and so couldn’t acknowledge us in public. So all the confusion in the world

This one boyfriend of my moms’ – rajesh was rich and perpetually drunk. Though he was scared shitless of his wife, he would sneak into our house during the day and stay back the day his wife was out. Though he pretended to be interested in my mom, I knew he had designs on me.

It was on my 18th birthday, my few friends had left and rajesh had sponsored the party and the cake, and gave me a present.

I opened it and found a very nice white dress, rather short at the legs. I had filled up well and was already big boobed. Rajesh uncle called me from the living room and said “ shweta, put on the dress and come out”. My mom who was drinking with him also said go ahead.

So I put on the white dress, and mom had presented me with my first pair of matching lingerie- all lacy, which I put on and pranced out.

Mom was genuinely taken aback and said I’m looking beautiful. Rajesh uncle has a strange look on his face, and while licking his lips he said “ sexy!!”

Both mom and I exchanged glances, but we quickly ignored the same. His eyes lingered too long on my breasts and legs. I got uncomfortable and said “ ok, I’ll change. Don’t want to spoil it”.

Rajesh uncle objected immediately and said “ aw c’mon. I bought it for you and let’s see you in a new dress birthday girl. Come sit on my lap..You are like my daughter to me.” he already has a daughter all of 20 years old. Anyways I went and sat on his lap and he curled one hand around my waist from behind.

Then he started talking to mom and drinking. Mom was on her 5th glass of vodka and was clearly going to blink out soon. Strangely, uncle was on his second only.

His fingers were caressing my stomach rather lightly, but I didn’t give it any importance. I was busy looking at the tv. Mtv songs then used to play western songs and I was majorly into it.

Suddenly I felt a hardening against my ass as he parted his legs and make me sit a little lower. I half turned and said

“Uncle, am I too heavy? You want me to get up”

He said “ no doll! You are light as a feather, you relax and watch tv. Mommy and I are talking”

Mom’s eyes were already half glazed. She asked him” you staying back raj? Stay back please. “

Rajesh uncle said ‘ maybe I will”

With that his hand became heavy on my lap and he seemed to be pushing me down towards the hardness. I felt trapped between his hand and his lap. The strange hardness was now uncomfortable to me. So I shifted a little and somehow the hardness adjusted itself between my butt and became less powerful.

Eventually mom got up and said she is very sleepy and was going to sleep. “ rajesh? Coming? “

Uncle said “ no you carry on. I ll join you soon. “

My brother was in the same room as my mom, I had a single bedroom. So I made a move to get up. He slowly let go and trailed his hand against my ass. I left to my room, feeling odd and quickly changed into my nightie and laid down.

Half an hour later, I could hear my mom snoring and I was dozing off, when the door opened to my bedroom. I looked up, rajesh uncle was standing in his shorts and t shirt. He whispered: “ your mom’s snoring is too much..I’ll sleep here”.

And before I could say anything, he slipped under the covers and laid down next to me. I turned my back to him, embarrassed and closed my eyes shut. He slowly slid his hand over my stomach like we were sitting and snuggled close to me. Again the hardness. This time I was curious- what is this thing.

I didn’t move until he adjusted the hardness between my butt cheeks. I could feel something like a warm rod which was throbbing. I didn’t react but now I was scared. His hands moved slightly up towards my boobs. I didn’t know much about sex, but boobs touching was a no no as far as I knew.

I shut my eyes tightly, hoping all this will get over soon. But his hands moved over my nightie on my boobs and started playing with my nipples. I was shocked and taken aback. I whimpered” uncle..Please…Don’t”

He said “ shhhh…Just sleep”

By now he had gained confidence and both hands had come from behind and started mashing my boobs gently though. I didn’t know what was happening. But I was frightened. “ uncle..Please”

His hands now went on top of my shoulders and slid down my nightie, exposing my boobs and then my arms. Now he was like a raging bull. Mashing and kneading boobs, I was struggling a little but mostly trying to forget what was happening.

Then he turned me around and his head went under the covers. A moment later his lips and mouth were all over my boobs, sucking and pressing one after the other. I was trying to push him away and scared that mom will walk in any moment.

As I tried pushing him, he took my hand and guided it to his short onto his hardness. I suddenly didn’t mind the sucking, I was curious on what I was holding. A hard muscle rod, throbbing and pulsating. And he groaned. I pulled the smooth skin and pushed it back a little and he was a moaning like he had no control.

I was not feeling anything, as he slobbered over my breasts and I now wanted to see his cock. So, bold as I was- I suddenly pulled back from him. And released his cock. He looked up and said “ what happened doll?”

I looked down and whispered-“ I want to see”.

He smiled in the darkness and said “ sure darling” and pulled down his shorts. I removed the cover and there in the darkness like a flag post stood up a dark smooth rod. The hardness. I slowly reached down and held it gingerly in my hand. Immediately his face softened and his eyes became helpless. So that is all it takes for a grown man also to loose his power to a girl child.

His hand grabbed by boobs and started mashing again. This time said a little more strongly “ slowly uncle…Its paining”

He slowed down. Good, I can control him I thought. Now he pulled the nightie all the way down and gazed at my panties like he was looking at taj mahal.

He gazed and looked for some time. I slowly moved my hips and his eyes became lustful and his cock hardened even more. I was amused. His hand reached for my panties and pulled them down.

I had very little hair then and my pussy was exposed. All these days I thought it was a dirty place and I used to clean it very thoroughly in my bath. But here was a man, who was looking at it like he has just seen heaven. With a whimper and small cry he dived between my legs.

I was shocked and embarrassed. “ what are you doing uncle?”

He didn’t even look up but started kissing me there and licking me.

I slowly relaxed and moved my hand away. “his problem if he wants to kiss me there” I thought. I slowly parted my legs and he started panting and dug in. Holding my butt, he pushed his face in and I raised my self up for him to lick me better. Then I laid back.

He kissed and licked and fingered me for a long time. I was getting nice feelings.

After a good ten minutes or so, I even felt a queer wave feeling ( I didn’t know that was orgasm) but I let him stay there.

At last he came up. He wanted to kiss me or something..I pushed him away and said, “ hmmm … No uncle! Clean yourself up”. He got up and went to the attached bath and could hear him cleaning his mouth and hands. Then he came out and said “ doll, suck my cock please”

I made a face and said “ no way!” though his cock was still hard it was half standing. He made a pitiable face and said please. I shook my head. He suddenly knelt down between my legs and wanted to rub it or put it inside my pussy. I just got up and walked to the bathroom. He walked behind me saying please please.

Finally he relented and said “ give me a hand-job”. I looked at him and said “what is that” suspiciously.

He said just rub my cock till I come. “come?” I asked. He said “ you’ll see”

So in the bathroom I gave my first hand-job. I noticed how weak a man becomes when a girl has the cock in her hand as I pushed and pulled for a few minutes as he fondled my boobs. Then his eyes glazed over and he made small moaning noises “ uhhh” uhhh” and suddenly his cock spurted out white liquid all over. I jerked my hand back and he completed it himself.

After he was done, he relaxed looking weak. I told him to leave the washroom, while I take a shower. He went off to the common toilet in the living room. I washed up. And used the shower head to clean all the semen ( which I didn’t know then).

I even took a little between my fingers to understand what is it. Just sticky fluid. Washed it off and came out, half expecting him to come in again. He just popped his head and said, should I come in, I turned and said, “ no uncle, sleep with mommy”

He nodded and went off. Wow! I have power now.. That was the turning point in my life.

Tell you more later. Maybe you can see me on facebook. Shwetamenon07…But there are so many..So find me. Bye