Showed Love To A Widow – Part 1

Dear ISS Readers,

Hi!!!! My Self Raj (name changed) Age 36, Married & Having Kids too, from a Nice & tourist city of north India, presenting my story on ISS for the first time but am a regular reader of ISS past 5 yrs. I would not like to discuss either of our size & looks while narrating the story as I think it doesn’t matters in terms of love making when two of human bodies are engaged on bed in eternal love. But may get described sometimes -somewhere, but in a pleasant way; where needed.

Now I would like to come to the story base & then to the main part thereafter. The story may be a lil lengthy and in parts, so that one could feel actually what happened & the cause of happening. I still don’t know was it OK to do so or not but it eventually happened……. As it naturally happens.

The time period goes back to more than three weeks older, Story is about a good looking lady with whom I came in touch through my beloved wife who is running a Boutique; the lady is a Widow (whose husband had expired a couple of years back in an accident) & having three kids; two daughter & a son, elder daughter studies in class 12th age 18 yrs, younger daughter class 10th age 16 yrs then youngest son in class 6th age 12 yrs. She is my wife’s good friend, also doing the same kind of business i.e. a ladies tailoring shop. So when she needs some help she used to come to my dearest wife. One day while I was at our Boutique she came but was a bit sad we exchanged greetings & settled down. Then my wife inquired her is she not feeling well, so she told that no she is well but her sewing machine as it is old is not working well & she also wants to buy a new machine but her present financial situation is not allowing her to do so, it is effecting her work very much & so she is worried about this as she is getting her kids educated in a nice school & due to her work problem she is unable pay her kids school fees on time also.

Then after hearing this my wife asked me if I could do something into this matter, so I asked her how I can help her, she told that she came to know from my sweet wife that; I know a sewing machine showroom owner who is also my friend, and if I could get her two machine from there on installments. So I told her that let me talk to him about this, that if he would provide the machine on installments to her.

My friend agreed on this that he would provide the machines on some down payments & as I know the lady well there is no problem in this. On hearing this, the lady was very happy & thanked me a lot, so I told not to thank me as this was my wife’s idea and I hate the word thanks. Then she asked as when we have to go to the shop, so I told her as soon she arranges down-payment and her documents as address proof, two blank cheques etc, she can contact me. After two days she called me on my cell & informed me she has arranged everything & when I could go, I told her for the next day in morning.

But next day it started raining from early morning & she called to postpone for the day but I told her not to worry as it may stop raining & I may also not get time due to my office meetings starting next day for a week or so & as soon rain stops we would go, so she agreed. Nearly an hour later the rain controlled & I called her she told she’s ready & asked me to meet at bus stand so I took my bike & went to bus stand where she was waiting for me.

We both went to my friend’s shop where my friend welcomed us & called his helper to arrange for tea, as it was very cold due to winter season & rain too. Then she chooses which machines to buy & all the other formalities were completed. My friend told that he would send the machine next day as it had started pouring again and his mechanic was also on leave, he would go to install the machines on stands etc. So she told its ok & we went from there.

As we went from there it was drizzling but as we proceeded some miles it suddenly started pouring heavily & we even didn’t get time to go for a shelter and were totally drenched, then I stopped my bike a side for a shelter but she told let’s go as we were already drenched so I started driving, the climate was severely chilling and I was a lil bit shivering so she asked me was I comfortable so I told her it’s ok then she came close to me & hold my waist, my bike suddenly bumped over a speed breaker which was not visible for the road was over flown with drain water & she came over me but she remained in this position only;

Now I could feel her warmth even through my jacket, making me a bit uncomfortable & even I felt that she is also enjoying being near to me, also slowly her hold was getting tighter on my waist, as we reached her home. I was planning in my mind to drop her & go home but she insisted me to have a cup of tea. As we entered her two room house which was very nicely maintained by her, I went to her place for first time, I was looking around her room, she came back with a towel and asked me to wipe myself as I may catch a cold as she knows well I am allergic to cold climate.

Then she brought a pair of night dress which she told had bought before for her husband & and is new as it hadn’t been used asked me to change then she would iron my clothes to dry, I also asked her to change cause she could also catch a cold, fever or so. She went to her room to change & told me to give her the towel after I used it so I wiped myself changed my clothes even my inner wears as they were also drenched and went towards her room, pushed the door without knocking which was my fault & it opened eventually, may be which was not bolted from inside & she was shocked all of a sudden as she was standing stark before me. I gave her a look from top to bottom & she turned herself back which gave me her back view. I threw the towel on bed near to her, closing the door sat on the old sofa laying there holding my head.

She came back after some time holding a tray with two cup of tea and some homemade fried chips etc, placed on the table & settled down on the sofa near to me. Neither of us were either trying to talk or even giving an eye contact. The situation stayed for couple of seconds then she slowly said to take the tea as it was getting cold, neither looking at me nor raised her head, I took the cup, sipped the tea; then placing the cup told her that I’m extremely sorry for what happened & didn’t did that intensely, she shyly told it was alright, it was her fault that she didn’t bolted the door properly but I told that no it was my fault as at least I should have knocked the door. You don’t feel guilty yourself let’s say it was both of ours fault she said slowly & shyly raising her head looking into my eyes.

For the first time I realized how beautiful eyes she has, the sweet smile floating on her lips was amazing. Then she went to dry my clothes by ironing them, suddenly she screamed I rushed to her and saw her shivering holding her one hand with other , I asked her what happened she was unable to describe as she was very much shocked, I went near to her and again repeated my question, now ….now she suddenly came towards me, hugged me tightly and started crying & I got confused as what to do, slowly I started caressing her hair and after some time her sobbing gradually came down,

Then I again asked as what had happened so she pointed her finger towards a joint on the electric wire of the iron, then I realized that she got a electric shock from the open wire joint, I told her not to worry but I felt her body parts making me uneasy again, she was also aware of that, but seemed as if enjoying being near to me but said nothing slowly I removed her away from me, she said sorry, it’s ok I told as it is natural & can happen to anybody. Then I asked if she is having any insulating tape or so she told that she can arrange a cellophane tape I said ok give it to me so that I can insulate the wire. While insulating the wire I saw her still looking shyly towards me, there was some kind of liking in her eyes which made me more uneasy.

She told me I’m very caring and my wife is very lucky to have a husband like me, I felt a lil proud. Then she told that her husband never cared for her in this way when he was alive & is also afraid that if her daughter would have a loving person in her life or not. So I told her that everybody has a different nature within and is also a question of luck, she also agreed to this and I looked at her face tears were rolling down her cheeks!!!! I was feeling helpless as what to do in this situation.

So after insulating the wire, I aroused from the bed side while looking at her face she was still weeping silently sitting there on bed, unwillingly my right hand was on her face wiping her tears and left hand was caressing her hair which were still damp due to rain, she has lovely long hair which are always my weakness.

All of a sudden she again hugged me tightly and her weeping burst in loud sobbing. Knowing nothing to do I start caressing her hair and slowly her back & again I was very much uneasy due to her hold. Now while between her sobbing she murmured something but due to a sudden thunder clash I was unable to hear anything properly so I asked her as what she said…. She kept sobbing after a minute or so she again spoke… “Can U do one more favor to me” Yes I told why not but if it is within my reach. “Can U give love to me at least once for my life time” she chewed each & every word while speaking then hid her face into me.

Now this was another shock to me, chill ran down my spine & was speechless. The silence was very typical then she broke it & said “I know it is just impossible as I’m a widow mother of kids & the society will never allow this as you also have your own family”. But I kept the silence don’t know what to do or say kept caressing her hair & back.

Disappointed from my silence she again said now raising her head & looking at my eyes “I’m such a fool, can’t define how this foolish desire aroused within me, maybe due to your loving and careful nature, after my husband expired I was busy bringing up my kids never ever cared for my physical needs, there was no one to love around me I was totally alone within myself, if I had gone enjoying somewhere than the world would call me a whore, I can feel you it’s not possible for you to love me, Pls pls forgive me if I did hurt your feelings” and I could see the deep pain & helplessness in her red swollen teary eyes, could feel the longing for eternal love & care within her. Slowly she tried to move away from me but as if it was impossible for her to leave me.

Something strange was going inside me like a high tide, what I should do now; should I go away leaving her alone with her disappointment,emotions, loneliness, pain & agony or should I make feel her the eternal love, give her the belief that yes I will care for you, & for this I have to betray my beloved wife for the first time, I felt standing in a two way corridor, if I leave her now in this condition this would be an injustice to her and if I do I will have to break my wife’s believe that am always loyal to her.

While moving away from me she said can I kiss you at least once, please don’t ignore this. I nodded yes she came near to me placed her soft subtle lips gave a kiss and with a force pulled her away from me and throwing herself on the bed said please go away I can’t bear this pain anymore and burst to a loud cry again. This was very painful for me too & even tears ran down my eyes.

And then all of a sudden I decide whatever happens now I would just not leave her in this condition. At least on humanitarian ground I should give her what she deserves being a human. And I pulled her towards me placed my lips on her burning lips started kissing her madly; she was shocked at this sudden reaction of mine, but hugged me tightly and after some time started supporting me, caressing my hair, her hands were continuously moving on my back & hair, now slowly I started to move my tongue in her mouth, she also did so exchanging each other’s saliva. Kissed her forehead, eyes, cheeks which turned red after that, ear lobes, neck regions etc.

This Continued for couple of minutes then we lay on the bed with each other in our arms. Suddenly I found her sobbing I took her face in my hand & asked what happened dear she did not spoke anything but kept sobbing then I asked again kissing her lips, then she said “Raj I don’t have words to express my feelings the way you gave love to me it is indefinable I have never been loved & cared this way never-never thanks for everything”.

I got little frowned now on the word thanks , & said so now I have to received thanks from you in exchange of my love she kept quiet, madam I didn’t loved you for this thanks my love is universal & is for everyone. I felt you are really in need for it so I shared it with you but that doesn’t mean I did it for your thanks I really hate this. She planted a kiss on lips & said my dear love, please don’t take me otherwise but as I told I don’t have words to express my feelings so …. I used thanks. I said it’s ok but from now you would never use this word before me…. is it ok. On reply she only kissed me, holding me tightly in her arms. Suddenly my cell rang there was a call from my wife asking as where am I.

So I told that I’m with her & would come in fifteen minutes or so. While I was leaving me she was a little bit scared that what would happen if ever my wife would come to know about this. So I told her not to worry she is very sensible & cared about you nothing would happen. But she asked me never to disclose this to her as she very well know that I disclose each & everything to my wife & and a lady would never accept to share her husband with anyone else and even this could lead to destroy their age old friendship.

So I made her calm and said it’s my duty to tell everything to my wife but very well understand her nature & promised nothing would happen. She ironed my clothes to dry; I changed my dress & parted with a parting kiss.

Story to be continued………..

Waiting for the mails but no abusing words or language pls.

Showed Love To A Widow – Part 1