The Lust To Masturbate

Story of 36 year old Indian male. While I am writing this piece I am in USA. I work for an IT company here and I generally visit USA for few months every alternate year. I would like to put some of my experiences in the form of a story…

As we grow young, we realize that there is something within us which is diverting our mind and attention to the opposite sex. Even before we realize we automatically start getting hard between our thighs thinking or seeing a sexy female. This is natural. But then if this is not controlled it becomes an addiction.

In the 90s, internet was not freely available in India for youth to have sexual pleasures. Guys used to get VCRs(Video Cassette Recorders/ Players) to play blue films and then masturbate in pleasure.

One more medium was reading sleazy literature and then getting off reading it.

Dev, our central character of the story was no different, he used to find ways to watch Television alone, he didnt had access to blue films or VCRs so he just used to watch hindi movie songs, featuring Indian actresses, dancing in rains. Showing their navels and legs. Dev used to enjoy it a lot and used to rub this cock while watching the beauty and sensuality on television screen.

Then another medium was Star Movies, those days they used to show Adult movies at night, not complete porn but yes it used to have steamy scenes. Dev used to somehow make excuses and watch these late night movies, he used to enjoy it a lot. His young cock used to get erect and he used to move his hand up and down on it while watching the steamy sexy scenes in the movie.

Time went by, young Dev went to college, here also the same trend continued, now since he had moved to a bigger city he had access to movie theaters showing sexy movies. Other than that he used to think of all the young and sexy girls in his college, used to visualize about them in private and then shag off his cock in pleasure. This became his favorite pass time. Life went on…

Then came the generation of internet and chat, those days accessing internet from an internet cafe was costly but the lust to masturbate used to drag him in. Initially he was interested in watching nude photographs and get hard, later he start to have cyber sex….This was a real time virtual sex experience for him. He used to sit inside a cybercafe and pay around 40 to 50 Rs an hour and log into a chat site, this site used to get lot of visitors who wanted to have a virtual relationship and do love making, foreplays. Dev loved it. He used to enjoy a lot while having online cyber sex. Slowly he become addicted to it.

And due to this habit, he came in touch with a girl in his office. They were not working at the same location. They were in different cities, they first became friends and had causal work related and non work related talks. Later, they got into a relation ship where they had email sex, phone sex and chat/ cyber sex. They enjoyed it a lot

Time went on, he got married and continues to have a normal married life but the lust to masturbate still continues.

He still watches porn videos or chats with unknown cyber friends for casual online cyber sex. He loves to do it. He is addicted to it. He enjoys it.

What he wonders is that in this world of globalization, are there any females who feel the same. Who just want to masturbate and enjoy. Getting married and enjoying real sex is another thing but having a addiction to online sex is a completely different experience. I believe the readers of sex stories are all in a way addicted to cybersex and they enjoy it along with their normal lives.

I am sure females also would like to have a secret relationship which just remains online which is just used for the sake of enjoyment and sexual pleasure.

Just imagine, you and me chatting wit fake ids on gtalk or skype, speaking our mind, talking dirty, may be do a role play. fuck our minds out. where I take my cock in my hand and shag it while chatting with you and you rub pussy in enjoyment as we have this immense pleasure online…

But off late I have realized is that there is no online website where ONE can have cyber sex with Indian girls. If one wants to have cyber sex with Indian woman, where no identity would be revealed no photographs would be exchanged. It would just be just online cyber sex.

where two people can talk about sexual pleasure. they can fuck each other online. they dont need to known each other, they just need to quench the thirst for masturbation in a online way…

Whatever websites are available for online dating are useless as they always ask for photographs, or phone number for verification. Why the hell is that required. Cant you create a medium where two people can meet and just enjoy cybersex?

So by now you must have realized that my intention of writing this piece is to find a partner who thinks in the same way and would be ready to enjoy cyber sex with me.

In real life, I have had experience with my cousin, we didnt fuck but yes we had oral sex.

She used to suck my cock and I used to eat her pussy. That was the best fun I have ever had.

Then as I said earlier, I have had cybersex and phone sex with one of the girls in my office,

Then there is another girl in my office to whom I have expressed my desire to love, she said she cannot do it but he loves to hear when I talk about sex and how I would like to satisfy her.

Would appreciate your opinions and contacts as comments to this post…