Amar Hobu Shashuri

Ami prothom tader dhakar barite berate gelam 1999 e bidesh theke ase. Somporke amar
khala hon kintu onek din dese na thakate temon jogagog silona. Basai jeye amar
porichoi dilam, amake drawing room e boste dilo ekti soto meye, school e sesh
koreni mone holo. Ektu porei ghore dhuklo amar khala r amake dekhe hau-mau kore
kede fele jorie dhorlo. Amio abege appluto hoe take buke jorie dhorlam.
Kissukhon por prothom bujhte parlam khalar dudh amar buker niche peter upor
chepe ase.

Ami darun shihorito holam. Ken jani hothat khalake aro jore
buker sathe chepe dhorlam r aste aste pithe hat bulate laglam. Kissukhon pithe
hat bulie tar mathai r gale o ador korte thaklam r se fupie fupie kadte thaklo
ar onek kotha bolejete laglo. Kissukhon darie theke amar pa dhore ashsilo tai
ami take nea sofai boshlam, khala amar buke mukh guje fopate thaklo r amar ba
hat tar buker niche thakai prothom bar tar dudher akar onuman holo. Onek boro
dudh r besh norom.

Ami tar dukre other fake hat ta chit kore nilam jate dudher
botar ongsho ta hater talute pore. Ektu por shahosh kore hat ta alto vabe upor
dike chap dilam jen mone hoi tar dukre othar karonei chap legese. Evabe koekbar
chap die shahos aro bere gelo, ami hat mutho korte laglam jate valo moto dudhe
chap pore. Kisukhon evabe dudh tipe sugug pea khalake koler upor upur kore
nilam, amar dhon to jeno pant fete berote chaise ami khalar bam dudh ta amar ba
hate nea dan hate tar pithe r dan dudher pase bulate thaklam.

Er kissukhon por ghore elo tar mejho meya. Amake jigges
korlo ki kemon asen vaiya? Tokhoni hotath khala amake sere soja hoe bose bollo,
jao taratari hat much dhue nao ami khabar sajassi. Ami Polar kase bathroom kon
dike jene nilam r bollam ekta tawel dite. Bathroom e dhuke taratari shower sesh
korlam kintu tokhono pola tawel diejaini, tai aste kore dorjar baire matha ber
kore Polake daklam. Kintu kono sara sobdo pelam na. Room ta faka dekhe baire
ase waredrob khullam, dekhi tawel pai kin a, kintu nah, sob mone holo kono boro
meyeder kapor.

R tokhoni khala ghore dhuklo, amake lengto dekhe hashte
hashte bollo, ki? Akhono soto belar ovvash jaini? Ghore bou anar somoy holo
kintu ekhono bacha roe geso. Ami taratari ekta orna nea komore pechie fellam r
bathroom e dhuke gelam. Khawar por besh kisukhon pola r rimir sathe golpo
korlam oh! Pola mejho r rimi soto, borota tokhono basai fireni, or bandhobir
basai gese. Rat pray 10:30 er dike khala bollo jao ebar shute jao, pola k bollo
tomar room e O ghumabe, ja nea ja.

Ami polar sathe tomar room e gelam. Sundor kore bisana pata,
room ta besh sundor kore gosano. Ami lungi pore sue ektu boi porar chesta
korsi, emon somoi khala elo misti nea, table e rekhe amar pase thate bose
bollo, rate khide pele kheo. Ami khalake jiggesh korlam, khala sotobelai ami ki
khub dusto silam? Bollo, ha, onek r tader sobaike khub martam. Kamor ditam rag
holei. Ami hese fellam. Amar mathai hat bulate bulate bollo, ami naki soto
belai ekbar tar dudh kamre deasilam, fidar dai ni bole.

Ami sune to vishon lojja pelam, tar por amar pase, kat hoe
helan dea chule bili kat-te kat-te onek kotha jiggesh korte laglo, kemon asi
bideshe, ammu kemon ase ittadi. Onek kotha bolar majhe, nanur kotha othai
hothat e abar kadte suru korlo, ami, ki korbo vebe na pea, khalake buker moddhe
jorie dhore thaklam, khala onek kotha bole bole fopate thaklo. Ami o pithe
matha theke nich porjonto hat bulate thaklam.

Ektu por pither shari sorie dea blawser upor dea hat bulate
thaklam. Khala kotha bole bole fopate thaklo. Ami ki kheyal holo janina, khalar
mukhta hotath upore tule tar kopale, gale r tar por thote chumu khelam. Khala
kisu bollona. Matha tolate tar buk ta ektu upore uthesilo, ei fake ami tar bam
dudh ta abar dhore fellam. Alto kore tipsi r khalar kotha sunsi, khala kede
kede onek smritir kotha bolsilo. Shahos kore dudh take aste aste blawse r bra
er baire tene bar korlam, ah!

Ki mosrin dudh, aram kore tipte thaklam. Kisukhon por abar
much tule take thote chumu khelam, ei fake dan dudh tao ber kore fellam. Dono
dudh amar khola buke chepe roilo. Khala kotha bolse r ami tar bisal dudh ta
tipte thaklam. Kisukhon por ami khalar sari ta o komor kheke agla kore dite thaklam,
koek bar chesta kore sofol holam. Tar por hatu dea thele thele upore tulte
thaklam. Ran porjonto tola hole prothom bar onek shahosh kore tar shamar upore
hat dilam, soto soto bale vora besh boro shama.

Lips duto vesh mota r bondho. Ami khala ke aste kore pash
firate firate amar balishe suiye dilam r ami tar buker pase lege roilam. Amar
dan hate tar ba dudh tipsi, emon somoi mone holo dethi blawse ta khola jai
naki, omni kaje lege gelam, koekbar chesta tei khulte parlam. Bisal boro boro
dudh gulu amar samne mukto holo. Ami r nijke dhore rakhte parlam na, khalar bam
dudh tar bota mukhe nilam. Khalar dudh duto besh sokto silo. Ammur dudher moto
na holeo, besh sokto sokto.

Ami pran vore tipte r chushte thaklam. Tar kisukhon por
khalake chit kore suie dilam r ami tar upore uthe gelam, se kintu golpo korei
cholse. Ami aste aste tar kalo sarita komor porjonto tule fellam. Er moddhe
khala koek bar bolese, ki eto nora chora koro keno? Ami aste aste amra lungi
khule fellam, r dhone fluid makhate thaklam. Tar pork hub aste aste khalar pa
duto sorate chesta korlam, ekto fak hole amar dhoner mathata khub sabdhane tar
shamar thoter khaje rakhlam. R chup kore chepe roilam ektupor aste aste chap
barate barate shamar vitore dhukate cheshta korlam.

Koek bar cheshta kore r enek shahosh nea hat dea tar shamata
fak korlam. Tarpor jiboner shob shahosh ek kore prothom bar norar ovinoi kore
ekta jore chap dilam, dhonta kisudur khalar shamar vitore gelo. Voe, chup kore
roilam, abar aste aste chap baralam, purota dhokar por ber korte thaklam, abar
dhokalam. Evabe, chudte thaklam, khala kotha bolte bolte ghumie gelo r ami pran
vore khalake chudte thaklam. Onek rate amar ghum vanglo, dekhi khala pash fire
ghumasse.

Ami shahosh kore, khalake chit kore showalam, tarpor, amar
dhonta ektu hat dea mustarbation kore shokto korlam, tar por khalake abar
dhokalam. Ebar, besh jore jore aram kore chudlam. Dudh khelam tiplam r shama ta
amar komor narie narie chudlam. Dui bar e birjo khalar shamar moddhe sarlam.
Onek shukh holo. Kokhon ghum elo janina, sokale ajan sune ghum theke jege
dekhi, khala tokhono ghumasse, kintu amake jorie dhore ase. Amio, khalake dhore
sue thaklam.

Onekkhon por hothat dorja thele room e elo pola, asei or ma
ke r amake lengto sue thakte dekhe taratari dorja bondho kore dilo. Onekkhon
por, hoi to ghonta hobe, ami tokhon khalake abaro chudsi, pola ghore dhuklo,
ami or ammu ke chudsi dekhe kisukhon dorjar kase darie thaklo, tarpor ami shesh
ram thap dite dite birjo sere khalar buke sue asi, pola amar pithe ekta birat
chimti dea bollo, vaiya othen, sokal hoe gese, rimi ase porbe. Ami khalar shama
theke dhon ber kore chit hoe chokh buje sue porlam. Tar por abar ghum theke
uthe dekhi khala nei. Ami o uthe bathroom e gelam. Baki ta porer bar bolbo [email protected]