I Am Confused – It’s Love Or Lust

My name is roshan aur main gurgaon ki ek it company me working hun, waise to main kafi sincere hun apne kaam ko lekar par bolte hain na jo hona hota hai wo ho jata hai.

Ye story mere aur meri cousin ki hai jo ki approx 2 year pehle ki hai, abhi uski sadi ho chuki hai wo bangalore shift ho chuki hai, her name is nimmi(name changed). Ideally ham dono ke dil me ek dosare ke liye kuchh galat nahi tha suru se. Usne apna graduation complete kiya aur usko bhi gurgaon me job mil gayi, sabhi khus the ki mai yahan hun to yahan nimmi ko koi problem nahi hogi. Maine usse bola ki jab tak tera sab set na ho jae tu mere sath rah le, ek do month me aram se kahin flat le lena. Wo ready ho gayi.

Hamari shift timing alag hone ki wajah se ham ek dosare ko jada time nahi de pate the bas casually batein aur kuchh nahi. After 2 week maine socha ki bechari akeli boar ho jati hai to uske week off pe maine apna week off le liya, wo boli ki mughe delhi dekhna maine kaha ok no issue.

Saturday ki shubah main utha aur usse bola ki ready ho ja, kuchh time baad wo ready ho kar aayi, usne normal suit pahan rakha tha par kafi tight tha, first time maine notice kiya wo really me kafi fit hai aur sundar bhi. To maine hanste hue kaha yar pyari lag rahi ho log ye samghenge ki tum meri girlfriend ho. To usne kaha koi na, ap bhi to handsome ho.
Fir ham log ghar se nikal gaye.Pora din delhi tahle, red forte gaye aur wahan se canoght place bhi gaye, fir saam ko wapas aa gaye. Wo thak gayi thi to maine kaha ki tu fresh ho le main pizza manga leta hun. Fir hamne pizza khaya aur office ki batein karne lage.

Usne bataya ki sab theek hai par yahan ke ladke aise ghoorate hain jaise kha jayenge to maine hans ke kaha ki koi na main hun na, dont worry, us din pehli baar ham dono ne dher sari batein ki.Mughse puchhi ki apki to pakka girl friend hogi maine bola haan yar thi par abhi nahi, is tarah hamne batein khatam ki aur wo sone chali gayi.

Iske baad main aksar yahi try karta ki ham dono sath me maximum time spend karein, iske baad maine use bhi apne flat se thode hi doori pe flat dilwa diya,ab ham milte bhi the aur batein bhi karte aur saam ko specially milte.

Ek din raat me achanak uska 1 am pe messege aata hai ki ap jag rahe ho, maine kaha haan, fir kuchh is tarah hamari batein suru hui jo hame sex tak le gayi.

Nimmi..Neend nahi aa rahi hai

Me..Kyo

Nimmi..Pata nahi

Me..Yar boy friend bana lo time kat jayega achhe se( majak me bola)

Nimmi..Achha ji, ap to ho na fir bf ki kya jarurat..Hehehe

Me…Maine kaha yar fir bhi tamam chejen hoti hain..I think u can understand

Nimmi..Yes.Par ap ho bas..

Me..Ok..Achha so jao.

Nimmi..Ok good night..Aur haan is baar week end pe ham sath rahenge.

Me..Pakka bbye

Fir main so gaya. First time mere khyal me aaya ki nimmi really me kafi khoobsoorat hai, uske figure ko imagin karke mera land khada ho gaya, main baathroom me jakar muth mara aur wapas aakar so gaya. I was now thinking ki kash kuch aisa ho ki ise chodane ko mil jaye, kyoki gf ke breakup ke baad maine kafi time se sex nahi kiya tha.

Finally wo friday saam ko pm pe aa gayi aur hamne normal hello hi ke baad batein karne lagi, maine achank bol diya ki yar itni khoobsoorat ho kisi ka bhi iman dol jae, to wo sharma gayi aur boli ki accha ji, fir hamne khana khaya aur fir ek sofe pe baith kar coffee peete hue movie dekhne lage, fir usne achank se puchha ki apka breakup kyo hua tha,maine kaha yar uske kuchh personal reason the isiliye.

Fir suddenly usne puchha ki ek baat puchhun ap gussa to nahi hoge, maine kaha tu meri sis to hai par sabse pyari dost bhi, samghi..Puchh..To usne kaha ki apne sex to kiya hi raha hoga uske sath,i was shocked but maine kaha haan.

Fir idhar udhar ki batein karne lagi, achanak maine puchha ki tumne sex kiya hai kabhi, to wo sharma gayi aur boli nahi..Maine chidhate hue bola ki dekh kar to nahi lagta, fir usne kaha aisa kyo, to maine usse kaha kafi bhara hua shareer hai aur breast ki taraf ishara kiya. Wo sharma gayi. First time ham dono ek dosare se sex ki batein kar rahe the to hamari dhadkane tej chal rahi thi..Achank se nimmi boli ki maine ajtak penis nahi dekha kisi bade ka, kya jaise bacho ka choota hota hai waise hi hota hai.

I was shocked par tabhi ye socha ki sayad jo kami itne dino se thi ab pori ho jae, maine kaha na mature ka penis bada hokar land ban jata hai..Nimmi boli, so cheap..Land..Hehhe.
Fir ham batein karte karte bed room me aa gaye, usne kaha ki aj ap ke bed pe so jaun. Maine kaha why not.

Fir ham dono bed pe late gaye, nimmi ka to pata nahi par mera pora mood ban gaya tha sex ka, sone ke apporx 2 hr baad meri ankh khuli to dosari side muh karke leti thi.

Maine kuchh sochte hue use peche se hug kar liya aur hanth ko breast jahan se suru hota hai wahan rakha. Kaske hug kiya, mera lund pora khada ho chuka tha aur lower ke andar se uske gand pe halke halke ragadne laga, usne ankh kholi aur dhere se bola ki lag raha gf ki yaad aa rahi hai.

Maine kaha kaan, fir maine dhere se hanth uske breast pe rakha aur sahlane laga aur peche se gardan pe kis kiya..Ye sab uske sath pehli baar tha to wo jada exite hone lagi…Jab maine ye dekha ki nimmi ekdam oppose nahi kar rahi maine sedhe hanth tshirt me andar daal diya..Itne soft breast the ki kya bataun, ab ab dono bol to nahi rahe the par feeling samagh rahe the ek dosare ki.

Suddenly nimmi mere taraf mudi aur maine uske lip pe lip rakh diya, sayad ye hamare beech ki jo bachi khuchi dooriyan thi usse khatam ho gayi. Hamare hath ek dosare se jism pe lotane lage, maine usse kaha land dekhogi, usne kaha haan,maine uska le jakar lower ke andar rakha, wo boli itna bada,,maine kaha haan, fir boli sachi batao ap,yahi andar jata hai ladki ke kya, to maine kaha haan, time aane pe pata chal jayega, iske baad maine uske sare kapde ek ek karke utar diye. Usne puchh ki kya ye sahi hai maine kaha chahat ko dabana galat hai, usko baad maine use pyar se kis kiya, breast ko achhe se suck kiya, aur chhot ko bhi chata, finally it was my turn, maine kaha suck kardo mera land to wo boli plzz mat karwao suck abhi,fir maine bhi force nahi kiya use.

Ye uska first time tha to maine socha pyar se karunga, maine use sedha letne ko bola aur land pe thook lagaya aur chhed pe rakha, achanak se nimmi boli ki dard to nahi hoga maine kaha bas thoda sa aur achanak se dhakka de diya, wo bahut gili thi aur mera land approx one third uske andar gaya..

Wo chikhi nahi par ankhon me anshu aa gaye. Main pyar se uske upar let gaya aur dhere dhere aage peche karne laga, isi tarah next 5 to 7 min me pora land finally andar tha, she was really very brave, ankho se ansu gir rahe the par wo royi nahi, iske baad maine speed badha diya aur uske thodi der baad wo jhad gayi, par mera jhada nahi tha, mera hamesa se time lekar jhadta hai, iske baad maine bhi speed badha diya aur nimmi ke andar jhad gaya, thodi der tak ham hug karke lete rahe, jab dhyan chadar pe gaya to paya ki hamare sperm aur uske blood se chadar gandi ho chuki thi,,fir bath room le gaya use, achhe se ssaf kiya aur chadar bucket me bhigo diya.

Wapas aaya to use bahut dard tha aur blood nahi ruk raha tha, uske baad nimmi ne kapde rakhe apne vagina pe jisse aur chadar na kharab ho aur uske kapde bhi aur pain killer khaya, aur so gayi.

Is tarah hamara first sex hua iske baad 2 din tak wo ghar ruki aur hamne kai asan try kiye sex me wo aage bataunga. Hope so ki ap logo ko kahani pasand aayi hogi.

Kisi bhi ladka ya ladki ko koi bhi help chahiye regarding sex ya uski query to meri id pe mail karo..Mai id [email protected]