Main, Meri Biwi, Aur Mera Dost – Part 1

Hi, main Ajit. Meri biwi ka nam Manali, jo mere hisab se duniya ki sabse khubsurat ladkiyo mein se ek hai. Humara love marriage hua tha. Shadi se pahele hum 8 saal se ekdusre ko jaante the jis mein se 6 saal hum relationship mein the.

Hum paheli bar 12th Standard ke Chemistry tuition mein mile. Tab main Kolkata mein naya naya tha. Dasvi ke bad higher education ke liye gharvar (house and family) chhod kar Jalpaiguri se Kolkata aaya. Kolkata mein naye college ki sath sath coaching classes bhi join karli.

Kolkata mein hum dono alag alag college mein padte the, sirf chemistry tuition humara common tha. Tuition ke jyada tar ladko mein ussi ki hi charche the. Par woh in sab charcho se bilkul bhi vaaqif nahi thi.

Usse yeh andaza nahi thi ki uski khubsurati itni hai jo kisi bhi ladke ko mazbur kar deta hai uss par jaan chidakne ko. Woh toh sabse bohut friendly tarikhe se milti thi, baatein karti thi. Par kuch kamine ladke uski pith peeche usse lekar har waqt na jane kitne adhure sapne bunte the.

Manali is born and brought up from Lolkata. She is very smart, frank and extrovert, aur main ekdam ulta tha. No, I am not dumb but at that time I was shy and less talkative. Mujhe bhi woh acchi lagti thi magar tab mere focus khud ko naye saher mein adjust karne par tha. Because main waise hi thoda introvert tha upar se naye jagah, isliye adjust karne mein bhi thoda samay toh laga.

Tuition mein jyada tar chup chap rahene ki karan uski nazar mujh par pade thi, kyunki main thoda alag tha sabse. Baatein kam aur class test mein marks jyada lata tha. Ekdin tuition khatam hone ke bad woh khud aaye mujhse baate karne ke liye.

Manali: Hi!

Me: Hi.

Manali: Tum yahan naye ho kya?

Me: Ha. Par tumhe kaise pata?

“Tumhe dekh kar hi pata chal raha hai, itne chup chap jo rahete ho,” keh kar thodi hasee.

Me: Haa. Actually naye jaaga naye log, so thoda toh time lagega sab ke sath ghul mil jane mein.

Manali: Kahan se ho tum?

Me: Jalpaiguri. Yahan mess lekar raheta hu.

Manali: Oh. Main South (Kolkata) mein rahete hu, born and brought up here.

Me: Accha.

Manali: Tum itne kam baat kyun karte ho? Haa pata hai tum naye ho par fir bhi. khud ko thoda explore karo. Dekhna fir ander ka sara jhijhakpan nikal jayega. Jitne jaldi sabkuch adopt karloge utna hi tumhe asan hoga yaha rahene mein.

Me: Ya, you are right.

Manali: Ok, mera bus aa gaya. Bye. See you.

Woh bus mein chad gaye.

Bass! Baato ka silsila aise hi suru ho gaya, suru hui humare kahani. Tuition se laut te waqt humare bohut baatein hota tha. Kabhi kabar main tuition jaane se pahele uske liye wait karta tha. Woh bus se utarti thi, fir paidal chal ke eksath class mein jaate the. Main road se thodi distance mein tha Chemistry sir ka ghar.

Kuch dino mein hum acche dost ban gaye. Tuition mein taqriban sare ladke mujhse jalne lage. Poochne lage kuch chakkar chal raha hai kya humare beech. Main har waqt sab ko kehta raha ki hum sirf dost hai aur kuch nahi. Tab kahan pata tha ki pyar hota kya hai!

Manali mere pahele ladki-dost the. Jalpaiguri mein mere jitne dost the woh sab ladke the. Being a small town region, wahan college aur tuitions mein utna co-education system tha nahi. Isliye Kolkata aane se pahele mujhe apne same age ki ladkiyo se jyada interact karne ka mauka utna nahi mila.

Manali ki wajah se hi Kolkata mujhe accha lagne laga, apna lagne laga. Dhire dhire dosti kab pyar mein tabdil ho gaya pata hi nahi chala. 12th ke bad main Engineering liya aur woh Honors mein chali gayi. Alag alag college tha par dono Kolkata mein hi the, isliye sampark nahi tuta.

Main bilkul bhi der na karte hue college ki first year mein usse propose kar diya. Propose toh bass official tha, dono ko pahele se hi maloom tha ekdusre ke dil ki baat. Anyway hum engaged hue. B.Tech complete karke luckily mujhe Kolkata mein job mil gaya. Manali Graduation ke bad Kolkata se hi Masters pursue kiya.

Kuch dino mein house loan lekar North Kolkata mein ek bada 3-BHK flat kharida. Ye mera dream tha khud ke paiso se ek ghar kharid na. Main khud Architect ke sath plan karke apne hisab se mere dream ghar ko design karwaya tha.

Flat ka structure kuch iss tarah hai– Three bedroom, jin mein se dono mein attached bathroom hai. Dono attached bathroom mein ek simple bathroom with having a commode, shower, and other bathroom facilities. Aur doosra washroom jiss mein ek bada shandar bathtub lagwaya tha. Third bedroom comparatively chota hai. Iske alawa ek common bathroom, dinning room, kitchen aur ek balcony hai. This is my 3-BHK flat.

Acchi si ek naukri kar raha tha, ek bada ghar kharid liya, now it’s time to take the next step. Maine Manali ko shadi ka proposal diya. She gladly accept it. Dono family mile. Shadi tay hua. Fir humare shadi ho gayi. Hum dono naye flat mein shift ho gaye.

Uss samay Manali ko Mumbai mein ek job offer hue thi. Par usne woh offer thukra diye kyunki mera office Kolkata mein tha. Aur uske liye mere sath rahena apne career se jyada important thi.

Mera family Jalpaiguri mein tha. Manali ki South Kolkata mein. Kabhi kabar dono family se log aate rahete the. Humare kuch common friends bhi aate the but woh sab utna frequent nahi tha. Ghar mein sirf dono rahete the isliye Manali ne koi maid nahi rakhi.

Uski kehne thi ki waise hi mere office jane ke bad woh akele bohut bore feel karte hai. Ghar baith kar government jobs ki taiyyari karti hai. Par uske bad bhi bohut free time bach jaate hai jis mein woh easily ghar ka sara kaam nipta sakti hai. Paise kharach karke maid rakhne ki jaroorat nahi hai.

Shadi ke bad dono ne virginity lose kiya. Shadi se pahele thoda kissing. Jyada se jyada lip kiss tak tha humara physical interaction. Pahele intercourse mein hume kuch ajeeb sa feel hua. Dono ko hi thik sa satisfaction nahi mila. Main bohut jald jhad gaya tha.

Paheli bar tha isliye humne iss baat ko itna mahatva nahi diya. Fir jab dobara kiya same outcome nikla. Humne decide kiya hum kuch dino ke liye bahar jayenge, honeymoon mein. Hume laga office ke thakavaat aur saher ki ghutan ke karan shayad yeh problem arise hua hai. Kuch din khuli hawa mein saans lenge toh taaza ho jayenge.

Honeymoon ka ek plan banaya. Par uss samay humare area mein bohut daketi ho raha tha. Ek ghar pe toh chor bathroom ki window tod kar ander aaya aur sabkuch chori karke le gaya.  To humne decide kiya honeymoon jane se pahele flat ke har jagah security camera lagwayenge.

Ghar ke har jagah spy cams lagwaye– bedrooms, dining room, kitchen, balcony even bathrooms mein bhi. Woh cams bohut high quality ka tha. HD video ke sath high quality audio bhi suna jaa sakta tha. Aur uss cams ko net ki through laptop se connect karke kahein se bhi dekha jaa sakta tha. Taki bahar rahete hue bhi aap apne ghar pe kari nazar rakh pate kabhi bhi.

Thandi mausam, haseen vaadiya, aur kambal ke ander main aur Manali, bina kapdo mein. Honeymoon ka pahela night, fresh air, fresh jagah, par fir bhi main expectation ko meet nahi kar paya. Honeymoon ki dauran hum har raat ‘mile’, par hume realize hua ki kuch toh missing hai.

Na main chod kar satisfy ho raha hu na woh khud ko chudwa kar. Par fir bhi usne mujhse koi shikayat nahi kiye. Hilly region, aur kambal ke ander main aur Manali, pahele bar bina kapdo mein. Humne bohut pahele se plan karke rakha tha ki pahela sex hum honeymoon mein hi karenge. Aur woh bhi vaadiyon ki thandi mausam mein.

Honeymoon ke pahele raat mein humne humara virginity lose kiya. But we felt that there was something missing in that intercourse. Honeymoon ki dauran humne har raat intercourse kiye. But still there was some doubt. Maine notice kiya ki Manali was not fully satisfied. Woh khud kuch nahi boli par uski expression sabkuch baayan kar rahe the.

Honeymoon se lautne ke bad pata chala ki woh gang pakda gaya jo humare area mein harkamph macha rakkha tha. Uske bad humare area mein chori daketi hona bandh ho gaya. Aab woh spy cams ka koi jaroorat nahi tha ghar mein. Manali ne woh cams hatane ko kahi.

Ghar mein agar kabhi koi guest aaya toh unke privacy ke liye yeh cams rahena thik nahi hai, especially in bedrooms and bathrooms. Halaki woh cams itne acche se sab jagah fit karwaya tha ki koi aur usse asani se locate nahi kar pata.

Maine usse samjhaya ki humara flat naya hai. Aab drilling karke cameras ko agar nikala toh flat ka show kharab ho jayega. Aur firse flat ko renovate karna padega. Isliye decide hua ki cameras ko deactivate karke rakh denge. Main fir bhi Manali ki anjaane mein kabhi kabar bass aise hi woh cams ko reactivate karke check karta tha.

Yeh dekhne ke liye ki woh sab abhi tak thik se kam kar raha hai ya nahi. Uss spy cams ke ek khasiyat ye bhi thi ki pata nahi chalta cams deactivate hai ya active. Isliye jab bhi cams ko activate karta, Manali ko waise bhi pata nahi chalni thi.

Iss beech humara sexual tension barkarar tha. Kai tarah ki kosishe humne kiye. Ghar ke kone kone mein har jagah pe humne sex kiya. Bathtub mein baith kar ek sath nahaya jo mera fantasy tha (aur isliye maine washroom mein bathtub banwaya tha). Har tarah ke experiment ki bad bhi, the result became zero.

Manali ki clitoris mein apna penis ghusake chodne ke waqt mera shighrapatan ho raha tha. Humne doctor se consult kiya. Unhone kuch test diye hume. Test ka result dil dahela dene wala tha. Result mein nikla, Manali ke ander koi complication nahi hai. Woh ekdam thik hai, problem mujh mein hai.

Mera penis size chota hai aur mera sperm count bhi bohut low hai. Isliye shayad main kabhi baap nahi ban paunga. Tab laga mere upar jaise asmaan gir pada ho. Doctor ne mujhe kuch medicines prescribe kari. Par sath mein yeh bhi kahan ki mera yeh problem thik hona bohut muskil hai. It’s like next to impossible.

Humne aur bhi bohut jaaga pe consult kiya but result same nikla. Main poori tarah se tut chuka tha. Manali mere hosla afzai karne ke kosish karti rahe. Par ander se woh bhi bohut disheartened ho gayi thi. Ek jhatke mein humare sare sapne tash ki patto ke tarah bhikhar sa gaya tha.

Humne bohut try kiye, tarah tarah ki nuske aazmae par koi faida nahi hua. Dhire dhire hum isse apne taqdeer maan ke zindegi mein aage badh gaye. Humne socha baad mein ek baccha adopt kar lenge. Manali ne mujhe uss samay bohut support kiya. Mujhe ehsaas hone nahi diya uski khud ki taqlife.

Humara sex life fir bhi continue raha. Sex ke dauran Manali mujhse satisfied hone ki false expression dene lagi taki mujhe guilty feel na ho. Par main usko bohut accha tarah se janta tha. Uski face read kar sakta tha. Manali chahe kitni bhi dekhale ki woh mujhse bohut khush hai par main samjhta tha uski ander ki dard ko. Jo woh kabhi mujhse baayan nahi karti thi.

Ek din Jalpaiguri se Rahul ka call aaya. Rahul, mera bachpan ka yar, sabse accha aur jigri dost. Primary pehle se 10th Standard tak hum sath mein padhe. Usne phone pe kahan ki woh ek kam ke silsilay mein Kolkata aa raha hai. Toh kya woh mere yaha kuch din rahe sakta hai?

Maine turant haa kahei diya. Humare beech thodi der aur baat hue, kuch purane yaade taaza hue, bohut dino ke bad uss se baat ho raha tha mere. Office se ghar laut kar maine Manali ko Rahul ke bare mein bataya. Manali se Rahul ki pahele kabhi mulaqat nahi hue the.

Rahul humare shadi mein bhi aaya nahi tha. Par main aksar Manali se Rahul ke baat karta tha. Kaise hum dono Jalpaiguri mein bachpan se eksath rahe, khele khude, masti kare etc etc sare kisse usse share karta tha. Jiske karan Manali ko Rahul ke bare mein pahele se bohut kuch maloom thi.

Isliye Manali ko koi khass dikkat nahi thi Rahul ke aane se. Rahul humare ghar aaya. Sham ka waqt tha, uske wajah se main office se jaldi aaya. Maine Rahul ko Manali se introduce karwaya.

Me: Rahul, this is Manali. Manali, this is Rahul, my best friend since childhood.

Manali: I know. Aap ke bare mein bohut suna hai apke dost se. Ye aksar apke bare mein baat karte hai.

Rahul: Aap nahi, tum. Main bhi aap nahi bol sakta. Main Ajit ka dost hu, aur tum bhi iske sath padti thi. So, hum teeno hi same age ke hai. Iss hisab se tum bhi mere dost hue. Kyun Ajit, sahi kaha na?

Me: Absolutely.

Rahul: Tumhe koi aitraaz toh nahi agar main tumhe Manali keh kar pukaru, instead of calling bhabhi?

Manali: No, not at all. You can call me by my name.

Rahul: Accha aab batao iss pagal ne mere bare mein kya kya kahan hai? Accha ya bura?

Me: Sare baate abhi karlega kya? Pahele thoda fresh ho jaa fir jamke gappe marenge.

Rahul ko uska kamra dikhaya. Rahul ke rahene ka intezam humne uss bedroom mein kiya jahan pe ek attached bathroom tha. Jiss bedroom mein bathtub wala attached washroom hai woh room mere aur Manali ke rahene ki hai. Anyway, Rahul fresh hoke apne room se aaya, hum log bohut sare baate karein.

Raat ko ek sath dinner karke hum apne apne room mein chale gaye sone. Agle din main office ke liye nikal gaya. Rahul bhi kuch der bad nikalne wala tha. Mujhe pata nahi tha woh kis kam se yahan aaya hai. Maine socha agar woh khud se bataye toh thik hai nahi toh bad mein pooch lunga. Sham ko office se ghar aaya.

Manali ko Rahul ke bare mein poocha. Toh usne kahei ki mere office jaane ke thode der bad hi Rahul breakfast karke nikal gaya. Usne Manali ko kahan sham taq woh wapas aa jayega. Kuch der bad Rahul aaya. Woh bohut tensed dekh raha tha. Maine poocha, “Is everything alright?”

Usne muskurate hue baat ko taal diya. Rahul mujhe avoid karne ki koshish kar raha tha. Mujhe thoda ajeeb laga. Maine socha raat ko dinner ke bad uske sath baat karunga koi problem hai kya janne ke liye. Raat ko dinner ke bad main Rahul ke kamre mein gaya.

Uske bistar pe bohut sare papers haphazardly pada tha. Woh mujhe dekh kar jaldi se papers ko cover file mein daal diya.

Me: Yeh papers kis liye hai?

Rahul: Kuch nahi, bass aisehei.

Me: Dekh Rahul, main tera sabse accha dost hu, tu mujhe nahi batayega? Kuch toh hai jo tu chupa raha hai. Tu aaj ghar lautne ke bad se kaise khoya khoya sa hai. Batana, kya baat hai?

Rahul: Kuch nahi yar. Actually main ek business start karna chata hu, isi silsilay mein main yahan aaya hu. Aur yeh papers business related hai.

Me: Toh problem kya hai?

Rahul: Kuch nahi yar. Iss field mein naya hu isliye thoda tension ho raha hai, that’s it. Accha Ajit, main agar kuch din yaha rahu toh Manali ko koi dikkat toh nahi hogi na?

Me: Of course not yar. Tu jitna din chahe yaha rahe sakta hai. Ise tu apna ghar hi samajh. By the way, agar tujhe tere business ki mamle mein mere koi help lage toh jaroor batana. Kuch paiso ki agar jaroorat ho toh bejhijhak kahena. Thik hai?

Rahul: Sure.

Me: Chal, good night.

Yeh kaheke main uske room se nikal gaya, par mere maan mein abhi bhi doubt tha. Apne room mein aake maine Manali ko sab bataya. Manali ne kaha ki Rahul agar koi baat kahena nahi chata hai toh hume usse force nahi karna chahiye. Ho sakta hai uske koi personal problem ho jo woh humse share nahi karna chata. Main Manali ke baato se sahemat hua aur uss topic ko wahi daba diya.

Mera office Monday to Friday tha. Aur Rahul hafte mein sirf ekdin hi bahar jata tha. Baki din ghar mein raheta tha. Isliye ghar mein Manali ko dost ke rup mein ek companion mil gaye jiske sath kuch baatein kar sakti thi. Warna in my absence, woh humesha akeli ghar baithe bore hoti thi.

Rahul Manali ko uski ghar ke kamo mein bohut help karta tha. Manali toh pehle se hi bohut friendly aur frank thi, isliye woh Rahul ke sath bhi acche tarah ghul mil gaye. Rahul Kolkata saher itna ghuma nahi tha aur mera office ka workload bohut tha. Isliye Manali usse Kolkata ki famous places dekhane le jate thi.

Ekdin main office se aaya, tab Rahul bahar gaya tha kisi kam se. Maine socha aaj sahi mauka hai ye janne ka, ki Rahul kya sachmuch koi problem mein hai? Isliye main Rahul ke room mein jaa ke search karne laga toh mujhe woh papers mile. Maine woh papers par ke ekadam se tang rahe gaya!

Woh medical papers tha jahan pe bohut spasht roop se likha tha ki Rahul ko cancer hua hai! Main wahi pe rone laga. Mujhe dekh kar Manali turant mere pass aake poochne lage kya hua hai? Maine ye sab kahan toh usse bilkul viswas nahi ho rahe thi.

Usne bhi sare papers check kare and then woh shocked hoke wahi bistar pe baith gayi. Rahul ghar aaya toh main uss pe tut pada. Maine usse kahan ki uski himmat kaise hue itni bare baat humse chupane ki. Humare hath mein papers dekh kar woh samajh gaya tha ki hum sabkuch jaan chuke hai.

Ab iske age kya kar sakte the hum Rahul ke liye?