Unexpected World Unexpected Pleasure Part 1(Being Gay/Bi)

Hi all. This story is partially about me and how I fantasize to be. I am not sure if it is lengthy or short or boring, trying for the first time.

Ankit is a Software Engineer by profession, 25 years of age and a normal guy. Not just normal but a boring one too. He is heavily built and has no confidence in speaking with girls. So ashamed of his physical state.

But sexual urges never subsided because of this. He always had a desire to have sex. As every single guy in the universe, porn was his getaway and he masturbated a lot. At least once a day. After a while, it didn’t help him. He wanted more, a lot more actually.

He joined some sex chat websites and tried his luck. But no one wanted to talk to him as he was telling the truth that he is fat. Of course we all guys know that even if a perfectly built guy comes into a chatroom, there’ll be one girl for around 100 men. So a perfect place to feel bad about yourself.

Here bad became worse and out of desperation he started logging in as a girl and started ignoring messages. Feeling better he replied to a few and found some decent guys (at least in chats) who respect others feelings. He chose a couple of guys like that and made sure that they never ask for any pics or call or video. All the things that can reveal the identity.

Till then he didn’t know the meaning of bra sizes and all. He was forced to research and get knowledge so that he won’t get caught by those guys saying stupid answers. That research was causing a different thing than keeping him safe. Well, who knew what happens in the next moment.

Poor Ankit didn’t know what would be the result of chatting like that, researching like that and all. This went on for over two years. He also had a menstrual cycle so that he can tell them and make them believe that they are chatting with a real girl.

He played so many roles with old, young, Indian, foreign and even with transgenders. After learning so much about women and all, he never knew that he is turning into one. After over two years of living a virtual life of a woman, he didn’t want to do it anymore.

So he deleted all accounts and tried to move on to something else. Something interesting and time-consuming so he won’t be a slave to the sex world. We all know that it is stupidity and man or woman should come back to sex eventually.

So his dharna over sex lasted a few weeks. Just in a few weeks, he was back but this time being a girl and lying to people didn’t interest him. So a new chapter was going to begin as an experiment.

Now that he had an idea of what he wants, he went and joined a gay website. He chatted with many people. He liked a few but when they proposed to meet, he’d disagree. This went on for a year. He clicked some pics and chatted with few guys who were understanding.

They let him take his time, as accepting being gay/ bi is such a huge step for anyone. So after almost a year, Ankit met a guy. He was so nice to Ankit and often called him Ankitha. Call a bottom or a cross-dresser by a girl’s name and you’ll make their day.

So now our Ankitha had two lives again, as Ankit an IT employee and Ankitha, a lady who’s stuck inside Ankit. So he met this guy, call him Vijay (36) and they both met at Vijay’s place. Ankitha was as usual so silent and didn’t speak a word unless asked to speak. But Vijay was nice and understanding. He never pushed her to speak or do anything.

So the meeting was just bland and after a while, Vijay was able to make Ankitha open up a little and share what she could. All this time Vijay was sitting on the bed and Ankitha on a chair in a distance. Vijay arranged it that was so that Ankitha should feel comfortable and not pushed. (Good move Vijay).

After like around an hour of talking there was silence for a minute. Vijay asked Ankitha if she can come and sit on the bed next to him. Ankitha took a while to answer but she nodded a YES. Vijay was happy as she was opening up and she came down.

He held her shoulders and walked her near the bed and made her sit on the bed. But her legs were still on the floor. He held her legs and kept them on the bed. And he climbed up the bed from the other side. It was a King sized bed, unfortunately.

He sat in the center and asked Ankitha if she was okay so come closer and sit next to him for which she nodded and moved towards him. All this time she was not able to maintain eye contact with Vijay. Now Vijay knew he has to take it forward and kept his hand around Ankitha and asked if she was okay.

Again just a nod of acceptance. Vijay was cool as always and started caressing her shoulder slightly. Ankitha (being a boy) was aroused by this and was tensed a lot. She never felt like this. She was relaxing her body and kept her head on Vijay’s shoulder.

Now Vijay knew that there’s nothing stopping him. But he was cool and sensual as he knew how difficult it is for Ankitha as it was her first time. He kissed her on her cheek and moved his hand between his body and arm and started caressing Ankitha’s left boob. (Well you know how heavy guys have moobs).

Ankitha was in full submission and didn’t say a thing. She was closing her eyes and enjoying all this. Vijay knew that she is his for now and kissed her on her lips and she was surprisingly responding. The kiss was smooth, passionate and around 10 minutes long.

When Vijay broke from the kiss Ankitha’s head was as if she was still looking above her at Vijay. But her eyes were closed, lips were open, breath was heavy. Vijay whispered, “I love you,” to Ankitha. Then she bent her head shyly and was blushing like a young bride.

Vijay didn’t want to waste time and proceeded to have sex with Ankitha, as slowly and gently as possible.