Am I An Angel Or A Devil – Part 1

Hi guys, myself Deepthi. I am from Bangalore and am 22 years old now. I am here to share my first real sex experience. In know its bit long but I want you all to know fully what happened to me. So please don’t mistake me…

First let me tell you all about my family. My mom and dad loved each other. Both in my dad’s house and in my mom’s house their parents strongly opposed their love. So they eloped and got married. During that time my dad was working in a private organisation and my mom was a housekeeper. They just led their life happily with sufficient earnings. My mom got pregnant and I was born but the saddest thing is that my mom gave her life to me and passed away.

After my mom passed away my dad was very deeply affected. His only happiness was me. He took care of me and bought me all the things I wanted. Slowly my dad started his own private export and importing business.

At present he always looks about his business and we had very less time to chat or talk normally.

Coming to the incident, this happened before an year that is while I joined my college.

Hmm to say about me I have good figure to make anyone to notice me. Many proposed me during my schooldays but I was not interested during that time. I don’t like to dress in a way to expose my body to others thought I am white skinned not dark. Since my college is liberal I used to wear tee’s and jeans. I never like to appear to be sexy to others view and wanna attract them. I just dress normally and neatly.

I watched porn for the first time when I was in school. My friend riya showed that to me. So I know all about sex. I used to watch porn if I feel very moody. Ah I forgot to tell that I am a virgin. In fact no one touched me till the incident happened.

Sorry if am taking too long to explain!!

As I said I don’t like to present me sexy to others I don’t used to shave or trim my underarm hairs or my pussy hair. So it’s kind of bushy.

I will tell my experience step by step…

As I said my dad is too busy he never used to come to my room which is in the first floor. We used to sit and eat together mostly for our dinner as he will be busy all the other time. That too we used to eat together once or twice a week.

While I am in home I used to wear t shirts with shorts or skirts and tank tops to feel free. I always wear bra and panty. I used to take bath twice a day.

My life went on like that till one day. On that day too I took shower in the evening and I came out of the bathroom with the towel wrapping my body. This like usually I do. But what happened that day was my dad suddenly came inside the room while I was removing my towel to wear my bra. He saw my boobs clearly and I really felt very ashamed and felt very strange too.

He just left the room and told me to join him for dinner after I am ready. I really felt very strange as it never happened before. My maid used to take care of me when I was young. She used to make me bath and took cared of me during my childhood. That was the last time when I stood nude before others.

I got dressed quickly and went to join my dad for dinner. I was just thinking that he is my dad so there is nothing wrong in it and I went to have dinner with my dad.My dad used to drink to relieve himself from work tension and to get rid of his loneliness. I know about his habit so he had some bottles or beers and others hot drinks in our home itself. And to tell the truth I sometimes tasted the drinks that too just a sip or two.

While eating I noticed that he was disturbed by what he had seen. He broke the silence by saying that he need to go out of the town for his work. This is usual as he goes to other cities and rarely for some foreign countries too. But he never took me along with him and even I never asked him for that.

During those days when my dad was out of the town my maid used to accompany me. Actually she used to take care of the house and washing dress and preparing food. I never feared as we have a security and the house is CCTV camera monitored for our safety purpose.

Then I went to the bed think about what had happened. To say about my dad he is in his mid 40’s. He had an athletic physic since he was an sports man and maintaining his physic till now. He looks very handsome and manly too. I never had bad intention over my dad nor he.

After 2 days my dad came back. Around 8 p.m he came to my room to call me for dinner. I never used to lock my door. During that time I was combing my hair in front of the mirror. I was wearing a mini skirt that time. He just starred at the mirror for few seconds and called me for dinner. I dint understood what he was starring. After sometimes I just got what he was starring. My pantie was clearly seen in the mirror as I was wearing miniskirt.

Whenever he goes out of the city he used to buy some dolls to me as I love dolls. This time he bought me a teddy bear of 4 feet tall and it really very big. I just loved it at the moment I saw it. I just hugged my dad and said I really like the doll very much. Then we began to eat our food.

During eating he starred my boobs frequently. When I saw him he just moved his eyes somewhere else. I thought something is wrong with him. After dinner I went to my room saying good night to my dad.

After I left my dad drunk too much more that his usual. I went to sleep. During sleeping I used to remove my tops and sleep with my bra and shorts. Its my usual.

Around 10.30 I heard some footsteps. Before I could get up from my bed my dad entered the room. I switched on the lights.

Me: (by covering my upper body with the blanket) what happened dad? Is there anything wrong?

Dad: no dear its nothing wrong. I just came to have some words with you

He always used to call me dear or darling. I can see that he is very drunk than his usual and also he never used to come to my room after dinner. So I was very confused about the situation.

Me: (still closing my body with the blanket) please tell me if there is anything wrong dad

Dad: no dear just liked to talk to you about your college and friends

Me: oh its very great dad and I am totally fine

Dad: nice to hear that dear

Me: just wait a sec dad I will change and come (I just took my t shirt in my hand)

Dad: don’t worry darling you are my child. Don’t be worried.

Me: its okay dad (still covering my body)

Dad: just remove the blanket don’t feel shy

I just left the blanket and was in my normal pink bra before my dad. I was thinking that he is my dad and so I don’t wanna feel bad or suspect him.

Dad: (by seeing my boobs) you have the same pair of boobs like your mom

I blushed and my face turned pink as I do so.

Then slowly he hold my hand and said “you are very beautiful darling”

Me: hehe. You are saying this since I was child dad

Dad: not so dear. You look beautiful in your bra

I don’t know what to say and I was feeling shy.

Dad pointing my underarm hairs and said “why don’t you shave or wax dear”. I was speechless and winked at him.

Dad: rise your hands darling let me see your underarms

I raised my hands and there was little lengthy hairs as I dint shaved for a long time as I said before. My dad sniffed the smell and said the perfume smells good. I felt something strange as it never happened before. And I was doing what my dad says as I know he is my dad and so he does everything for my good only.

Dad: do you have a bf darling?

Me: no dad

Dad: why dear? You look so beautiful and I am sure any boy will die to have you

I dint said anything and was confused to see whats happening

Dad: I am very drunk today dear so will you please help me to take me to my room?

Me: ok dad

He put his arms around my shoulders and tried to get up. He was too much for me to handle him. So we both felt on the bed. He was above me and our body crushing each others.

Me: I cannot take you to your room dad. Please sleep here I will go to your room

Dad: no need darling you too sleep here

The alcohol begun to do its work and my dad lost all his conscious and slept after few minutes. I too slept besides him by wearing my t shirt.

Morning when I woke up I found my dad left for the office. I too went to the college. But I was thinking about my dad and our body crushing and everything.

Evening too I was thinking about the same things. For the first time I got sexually aroused by thinking of my own dad. At the same time I was thinking that its wrong too. I begun to watch some porn videos from my laptop. I was totally aroused and in my peek of my excitement. I heard someone knocking the door. I thought it might be dad. When I opened the door I found my maid calling me to have dinner with my dad. So I went to have dinner but was in full of sexual excitement.

Dad: please sit and have food darling.

After few minutes the maid left our home. Before I could finish my food my dad finished his food and took some bottle of alcohol and asked me is there is any problem if I drink here. I said no its okay dad. I will accompany you. After taking few glasses he told me to have some too. But I refused. After taking full of alcohol…

Dad: you look very sexy dear. (I thought alcohol is making him to talk)

Me: I thought something is going wrong so I said I will go to sleep

Dad gave me some orange juice to drink and also I drunk it as its juice. But the taste is very strange to me. I felt something dizzy.

Dad: please take me to my room dear

I took him to his room. He was holding my waist and my shoulder. He is not fully drunk but half drunken state. But the juice made some worse effect inside me and I felt in the bad with my dad. I was feeling comfortable and dint get up.

Dad slowly kept his hands in my boobs and began to massage. Its totally very strange to me but its very pleasurable too. So I was enjoying by closing my eyes. He slowly slid his hands inside my t shirt and began to hold my boobs. I was just enjoying and I was in semi conscious state because of the juice which is mixed with alcohol which I late came to know. He then removed his shirt and pants I was confused what was going on but enjoying a lot.

Dad: remove your t shirt darling.

I was not able to remove it as I was in drunken state. He removed my t shirt and my shorts too. I slowly began to get my consciousness as I drunk only very little alcohol mixed juice. He came near me and begun to kiss my lips.

OH MY GOD WHAT A FEELING..

I am kissing a man for the first time in my life and feels very good. His kiss was warm and I liked it very much. He was kissing me for 10 minutes when we both were fully out of our drunken state. Suddenly I pushed him away and began to take cry.

Dad: why are you crying dear. Don’t worry

Me: how can you kiss your daughter and remove her dress?

Dad: forget everything this is the time to enjoy. You know after your mom died I never had sex with anyone
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Yeah he is right. He is not the man who has affair with other women. while telling so he kept hands in my bare stomach and started to slowly rub. It turned me on again and I liked it very much.

Dad: forget everything and let us enjoy our time dear.

I nodded with confused feeling in my head. Now he kissed my boobs with bra and licked my cleavage. While doing so I raised my hands in pleasure and was closing my eyes and enjoying. Seeing that he played with my underarm hairs. I felt very ticklish and it feels pleasurable to me.

He then slowly removed my bra hooks and took my bra and threw it away. I felt little ashamed and covered my boobs with my hands. He pushed my hands aside and started to suck my nipple. I was just in a very excited state and was moaning with a very less voice. He was licking sucking and finally bit my nipples. I just shouted in pain. He then slowly moved his head down to my stomach and was licking all my body like a hungry cat licking milk. He then slowly removed my panty and said

“You don’t shave your pussy hair too darling?”

Yeah I don’t shave my pussy hair..

Dad: I can’t wait anymore (saying so he removed his panty too)

For the first time I saw a man’s penis. It’s really very big.

Me: are you going to insert this into my pussy?

Dad: why darling you never did this before?

Me: no dad I am still a virgin and never crossed my limit with any boy

Dad: don’t worry darling I will do it gently and slowly

Me: will it pain?

Dad: yeah sure baby but later it will be very pleasurable

He then touched his head of his cock into my pussy. I was there lying in bed just watching him do. He slowly pushed his cock inside my pussy.

Me: awwww.. it pains dad

Dad: don’t worry my little girl just hold the pillows it won’t pain much

I was holding the pillow tight while he was slowly pushing his cock inside my pussy. After he pushed almost half of his cock I got very much pain and told him to remove it quickly. He said

“That’s your hymen darling don’t worry I will tear it without causing you much pain”. I know about that as I saw it in porn videos.

Again he was slowly pushing his cock inside. This time he told me to hug the pillow tightly and close my eyes. I did so.

Suddenly he pushed his cock inside.

I felt a very terrible pain all over my body with tears rolling down eyes I cried with much pain. I cant bear that pain I said.

Dad: don’t worry my little girl its done. You felt the pain but now you will feel heaven

I could see blood coming from my pussy. It was very much painful. Now my dad began to move his cock inside and outside my pussy. After sometimes I felt a strange feeling something I never experienced in my whole life.

After doing this for 5 mins he cummed inside me. I felt a warm fluid running inside my pussy. As I was in much pain I dint got up and my dad too collapsed over me after he cummed.

He told me to sleep in his same room. I slept there without even wearing my dress as I was in such a pain. Morning when I waked up the time was 10.30 A.M. already my dad left to the office. I was still nude. I then wore my clothes and went to my room and slept again..

This was my first sex experience. I am very sorry if it was too long. I just want you all guys to enjoy reading and know my full experience. This is just the beginning of my sex experiences and I had a lot more till now after that..I will post that later..

Later I will post how I had sex with others and how what happened after that and how I was turned into a very modern girl..

HOPE YOU ALL HAD A VERY GOOD TIME..