Autobiography Of A Sexually Supressed Lady – Part I

INTRODUCTION:

Hello everyone my name is Aarti and i am going to write my sexual auto biography here in this blog. I have done many things in life which can be termed as a taboo but i am not sorry about it.

Let me start this blog by telling you about me. As i mentioned above my name is aarti and i live in Mumbai and my age is 45 now. I have two elder brothers and one elder sister. I am a married women now and have two kids one son and one daughter. My sons name is Rohit and my daughters name is Ayushi.

Friends let me tell you one thing that whatever i am going to write here is all true i just wanted to share all my experience or i should say sexperience with everyone.

Coming back to me i still have black hair and long hair up to my ass, i am quite fair my height is about 5’8 and i have a little bit of tummy as most of Indian housewives have . Many men have told me that i have a very good ass my measurements are 34-32-36.

I am going to write here all the incidences which have happened with me or in which i am involved over here and hope it will be entertaining for you and hopefully i will feel better if you will give me feedbacks and yes i am not a prostitute so i wont reply to sex invitations or sex chats here but i will be happy to be your friend .

The first erotic experience i remember was when i was very young may be i was young . It was the first time that i saw pornographic magazine which later i found out belonged to my brother.

STORY 1:

As i said earlier that when i first time saw a pornographic magazine i was actually shocked to see men with such a huge penis. Before that i had never seen a penis of a man. But i was very much afraid that i might get caught as i had found the magazine in my brothers bedroom while searching for a book. But i slowly turned pages to see what was inside there i saw a women and a man having sex in different positions there were 13 pictures in different position. Unknowingly my fingers went down towards my crotch area . I was wearing a red colour skirt with white flowers printed on it and a loose shirt. As soon as my fingers went inside my panties i felt something different when i touched my vagina it was very different and it was moist also i was very much confused but i knew i was enjoying whatever was happening then when i moved my fingers over the lips of my vagina it felt incredibely wonderfull that was the best thing which had happened to me sudenly there was some noise as if someone had opened the door of my brothers bedroom but i was afraid to even look behind

STORY 2:

I was very much scared to even look behind. But suddenly I felt someone’s hands on my shoulder and it was my brother. He saw me holding his magazine but to my surprise he didn’t shout at me or behaved anything differently he just gave me a smile and asked me if I liked what I was seeing. I knew that me and my brothers were very close but this was different I was caught by my brother with his porn magazine. I thought that I should apologise to him but when I stood up to apologize he just hugged me his one hand was on my head and his other was on my waist. He said to me it’s okay just be calm.

I was feeling different this time it was not the usual hugs at least for me I was sexually aroused for the first time and I was being hugged by a strong and well built man I just held him as tight as I could I didn’t knew what was going on but I knew that it was unusual. I felt as if his hand was searching for something near my waist and he inserted his hand in my skirt and was feeling my ass.

I could feel something poking my stomach but when he inserted his hand in my panties it was unbearable I spontaneously started missing his neck I could smell his skin a d I started licking his neck but his fingers were still searching for something in my panties he bent down little and he started rubbing my asshole and was moving towards my vagina but that was the climax I had my very first orgasm I just couldn’t control it when he touched my asshole and when his hands moved towards my vagina from my ass hole. As soon as I had an orgasm I came back to senses I just pushed him away and realised what a big blunder I had made he was my brother I should have controlled my sexual urges as soon as all this thoughts came to my mind I stormed out of the room and went out …..

STORY 3:

As soon as I left the room embarrassed I ran towards the garden to get my thoughts straight as I always did. But after that day every thing had changed between me and my brother for next 6 months until raksha bandhan. But I was getting sexually more excited day by day. I had just started my college as I was in girls school before that it was different for me seeing boys and interacting with them but I got mixed with boys more easily than girls. During the first year of my college I had two boyfriends. The first one was a very geeky boy but the second one was a well built handsome cricket captain of our college. There were many changes which occurred in my personality also during these days I started wearing more revealing and low cut neckline kurtas and dresses. Nothing happened much between me and my first boyfriend but with my second boyfriend we did a lot.

I remember my college used to be from 9 to 3 and I used to reach college very early around 8:15 and one day my boyfriend had come to college directly from his cricket practice . He was in all white clothes with brown patches because of soil. He just came and sat near me on the last bench and to our luck no one else had come till then. When he came and sat near me I could smell all the sweat on him mixed with some cologne it was different but the smell and his leg touching my legs was getting me really excited. I had a single hair clip which had held my hair together he just removed that hair clip which led my hair loose I was breathing really heavy now his face came near my neck I could feel his break on the sides of my neck and suddenly he started kissing me on my neck.

I was to the right side of him and his right hand was on my waist it slowly started coming up and it stopped when it reached my right breast and still he was kissing my neck and my ears on the left side of my face he started cupping my right breast really hard I was moaning lightly now but I was enjoying every moment of this foreplay. Then over my dress he started pinching my right nipple and his left hand was on my left thigh he was massaging my left thigh at the same time then he left my breast and with his right hand moved my head towards the front side and he smooched me on my lips. I think while smooching with his left hand he untied his waist band of his sports trousers and he took my right hand and placed it over his penis. It was really hard and was slippery with his precum.

After some time he pressed my head a bit more and lowered it down now my mouth was over his penis and the only thing which was in between was his trousers. He didn’t wore his underwear as he had an abdominal guard which he removed after practice. Then he quickly moved his trousers and his hard penis slapped my face during this process. It was the first time I was seeing a penis in real life that too so close it had its own smell and in excitement I had an orgasm.

But he suddenly pressed my head and I took his hard penis in my mouth. It tasted weird but somehow I liked it I started eating it like a candy and his right hand was on my ass crack and with his left hand was playing with my breast. I started sucking his penis and sometimes I was feeling short of breath but when I used to move away from his penis his right hand used to leave my ass and press my head again. It lasted only for I guess three to four minutes but it felt like I was doing it for hours u til he cum in my mouth. I asked him where should I spit it he showed me the window as I got up from my bench I heard someone coming the classroom so I ran towards the window but the person entered the class room and looked at me it was my geeky ex boyfriend so I had to swallow all the cum and I just looked at my boyfriend and he just smiled. I had just swallowed his cum and my hair was all disturbed so I went to the washroom….

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