Mom After Mom -Season 2- Part 8 (Making A Decision)

We both remained motionless for a few seconds. I was in shock and she was probably in shock too. Her soft mounds were resting on my cheeks and they were so soft. It seemed to me like a gentle massage with those lovely bosoms. I held on to her and didn’t want to get away from that feeling.

On the other hand, my face got pressed to her belly and my nose and lips touched her belly. I was feeling her silky cloth and smooth skin beyond that. Her belly had a significant bulge after a few months of her pregnancy. If I move an inch towards her belly, my lips would kiss it.

But I didn’t want to upset her at any cost, so I stopped myself. She slowly drew herself back and I moved my face back as well. We both were silent and I was unable to look at her eyes directly. I waited for a few seconds and then looked at her. Her head was bent and she was blushing.

Her breasts continued to move up and down as she breathed harder after this embarrassing encounter. My heart was beating faster as well. That slight soft and silky feel of her skin a while ago had excited me.

I was looking for a conversation and I was blessed with something more than that. A touch, a touch of her beauty that I can cherish my whole life. She looked at me finally.

Di – “This must be enough to know for sure.”

Me – “Know what?”

Di – “The softness!”

I couldn’t help but laugh at her statement and she joined me laughing as well. This broke the awkward silence between us.

Me – “Every time you try to hit me, something like this happens.”

Di – “It seems the other way around to me. You do some other mischiefs to land us in such a situation.”

Me – “Oh! Then it’s only me who is the reason for all this!”

Di – “Yes, who else is mischievous and naughty here!”

Me – “Oh yeah! Let me prove your statement then!”

I immediately got up from her lap, picked up a pillow, and threw at her. She looked at me with her usual cute angry face and threw it back at me. I held both her arms in my left hand and tried to throw the pillow at her again.

She was trying to free herself from my grip. She moved back slowly but could not move anymore as she reached the corner between the wall and bed rest.

Me – “What can you do now?” (with my eyebrows raised at her.)

Her response was to push me with her legs. I moved over her to escape her legs. In that process, I had to move close to her. My face was close to hers and our eyes were reflecting each other. I realized it and stopped moving but she was still pushing her legs on me.

With one more push, I lost my balance and fell on her completely. My face landed on her right shoulder, brushing her neck and my right arm held her left shoulder. My grip over her arms loosened. I could see her heart beating through her chest. Her gown was swelling out because of her hard breathing.

Few drops of sweat formed on her chest. A couple of drops dripped down her deep valley of pleasure. My eyes fell on her valley. Her valley expanded as she breathed out and shrank as she breathed in. I was panting as well and this sight made it hard to control my breath.

She lifted her shoulder along with my face and my face was back in line with hers. She was silent but was looking at me with a strange expression. Her lips were quivering and my eyes turned towards it. I looked at her lips and turned up to her eyes. She was motionless.

The only organ moving was her heaving chest. My other hand was still on her shoulder. I slowly brushed my fingers over her bare area of the shoulder. She closed her eyes and moved her head back slightly. I slowly moved my fingers to her neck and caressed it.

I slowly rubbed her neck with both my palms and looked at her. Her eyes were open by that time but were saying something. I could only feel that they were inviting me, probably because of my inner desperation. I moved closer to her and our faces were in front of each other.

I slowly moved my fingers up her chin, then up to her lips, and stroked them gently. She drew her face back but her expression showed she needed it. I moved my lips closer and she could not move backward anymore. She closed her eyes but did not move her face away. I was in two minds.

The red smooth texture of her lips drew me towards her. It cleared the dilemma in my mind without my intervention. I could not hold anymore and placed my lips over her lips. She held my face and was pushing me, though without much force.

It was hard for me to stop at that stage. So I pressed my lips further and started sucking her lower lip. Her fingers which were pushing me earlier slowly moved towards my hair and were holding it tight. Her left hand was caressing my earlobe. I continued to taste her lip and took it in.

A few seconds later I released her lower lip and moved over to her upper. She kind of anticipated and offered me her upper lip silently. I pulled her lip in and squeezed it slightly with both my lips. Her lower lip was wetting my skin down my lower lip. My palms were caressing her cheeks.

My palms moved downwards slowly and held her neck once again. They rubbed her neck gently from both sides and she was moving her head back. I adjusted my face as per her movement but continued the kiss. My fingers moved down and slowly entered inside her gown on her shoulder.

My fingers felt her bare shoulders. They were so smooth that my fingers moved further involuntarily, dragging down her gown along. I was into the kiss so much and I was getting carried away. I didn’t realize my fingers dragging her gown but she did.

Her fingers left curling my hair all of a sudden and held my arms. She stopped kissing and moved her face back, pushing me a bit, this time with force. I took my arms from over her shoulders and moved back.

I looked at her and she was constantly turning her eyes from mine towards the floor. I was uncertain of what she was going through.

Me – “Are you ok?”

Di – “Yes I am. It’s just.”

Me – “I just don’t know what happens to me all of a sudden. It feels like a force driving me in. My senses stop working when that happens.”

Di – “You don’t need to explain. I was in the same situation.”

I took a pause thinking about what happened. Then I turned back at her.

Me – “It is not so easy right? Stopping ourselves now?”

Di – “Yes. It is only getting intense.”

Me – “Shall I find a job somewhere else and move out? Leave this country probably.”

Di – “No, don’t ever say that.”

Me – “You know, Di, in this home, if we stay together, it is bound to happen sooner or later. I don’t want that to happen. I respect your relationship with Jiju and I don’t want to spoil that.”

Di – “I know. Even I don’t want to cheat him or our parents. But at the same time, I can’t stay without you”

Me – “What else can we do?”

Di – “I don’t know. We will work out something. Just go and sleep now.”

I moved to my bed and lied down. The room was silent except for the noise of the fan. My mind was full of thoughts. I was excited, worried, and confused. I had every feeling inside me fighting with each other. I was not sure what the future has in its wraps.

This continued the whole night and I could not sleep. Soon sunlight started coming in and I got up from the bed and looked at her. Her eyes were open and were looking towards me. Her eyes were red and she looked tired.

Me – “You didn’t sleep?”

Di – “No, I could not sleep actually.”

Me – “Me too.”

Di – “I know. I was looking at you the whole night”

Me – “Really?”

Di – “Yes. You usually sleep like the dead. But you were moving all the time last night.”

Me – “I guess you must have been doing the same.”

Di – “Yeah, I couldn’t help but just think about what happened”

Me – “Did you get a solution?”

Di – “Not really.”

Me – “What are we going to do?”

Di – “I was just wondering if we can reveal our feelings to everyone?”

Me – “What are you talking about? That can’t happen.”

Di – “I know why you said that. But what if they listen. What if they understand our situation just like you made me understand.”

Me – “Our situation is different. Not everyone can understand this. This is incest we are talking about. How would Jiju agree to something like that!”

Di – “I know that. The fact that we love each other won’t change anything. I would continue to love him the way I did earlier”

Me – “You might love him without any difference. But imagine if you are in his situation, if he says that he loves someone else, just like he loves you or probably more than that. Would you be able to accept it?”

She silently nodded sideways.

Di – “He won’t initially. But we can explain and probably he will understand.”

Me – “I don’t think so.”

Di – “What other choice do we have?”

Me – “You are right. But if we make this choice, it will spoil our relations forever.”

Di – “It will spoil if we don’t take it either. This is something we can’t hide forever. They will come to know this sooner or later.”

Me – “But if I move away or…”

Di – “We have already talked about it. I am not sure about you but I can’t stay away from you”

Me – “But what if Jiju leaves you after he comes to know about this”

Di – “As I said, he will come to know anyways and probably will leave me. If we say it out first, at least we will have half a chance of ending up positively.”

Me – “I am still not sure about this.”

Di –  “It hurts me. We both know it is hard to stop these feelings now. I feel guilty to hide this now. It feels unfair to cheat your Jiju or mom and dad this way. I can’t look in their eyes with this feeling inside me hidden. I just want to put it out irrespective of whether it turns out positive or not. I can’t live with this guilt forever.”

Me – “I understand. But give me some time and I will think about it.”

I moved out of the bed and got fresh. I went out, towards the park for some time. It was still early morning and people were jogging. I sat on a bench there and tried to think. I tried to think of the outcome if we revealed this to everyone. I was just scared at the thought of everyone looking at us like convicts.

I cannot face them if that happens. People couldn’t understand unless they are in that situation themselves. The more I thought, the more I was convinced not to speak out. Then I came home. When I entered, I was surprised to see Jiju. Di was already sitting beside him.

She looked at me with the same uncomfortable expression I had. Mom and dad were already busy arranging everything for him. Everyone in the house was happy except that I and Di were confused and worried. But we tried to be in the flow and joined everyone.

We had breakfast and then were having a conversation with Jiju. It was Sunday and so Jiju proposed to go for lunch and shopping at the mall. Dad had some work and so he couldn’t come. Mom stayed back as Dad wasn’t coming and she asked us three to go. So we decided to go ahead.

Di got ready. She was dressed in a lavender belted wrap dress. She had brushed her hair loose and left it over her shoulders. Her chest and belly were bulging out a bit but she looked bubbly as a result. My eyes were drawn as usual but I controlled myself.

Soon we got ready and started. He had driven us to the mall and we went inside a North Indian restaurant. We ordered the food. I was looking at the menu attempting to avoid looking at Di. Food arrived and we started eating. Jiju started looking at her and he lovingly fed her.

It was loving to watch them. But at the same time, it was hurting me. I was feeling jealous for the first time because of that. My face showed its uneasiness. Di was uncomfortable as well. She was looking at me while Jiju was feeding. She probably sensed my discomfort. But she had to take it in.

I bent my head and continued eating. Soon we finished and I went to the restroom. I washed my hands. I was walking over to our table and I could see Jiju kissing her cheeks and moving away. I knew Jiju must be missing her and he was trying to show his love.

But still, it made me feel bad. I waited for a minute and then went once they settled back. We paid the bill and went to the nearby outlets. Jiju was holding her all the time while walking. He was trying to be close to her but she was hesitant because of my presence.

I told them that I will be picking up something for myself in the men’s section and tried to walk away. Di looked at me confused. Her eyes were asking me to stay back. I just gestured with my eyes that it is alright and moved away from them. I started wandering here and there.

After a while, Di called me asking me to join them back. I walked towards them and we moved out of the outlets. Jiju asked if we would like to have ice cream. I usually like ice cream but I wasn’t in a mood to taste it then. So I denied it. But Di didn’t want to disappoint him. So she agreed.

He ordered her favorite vanilla flavor with a topping of nuts. She was delighted that he remembered her choices. Again Jiju started being romantic. He tried to feed her the ice cream and she was not ready to have it in front of me. She moved her face sideways but Jiju was forcing her lovingly.

As a result, ice cream spilled and spread over her cheeks. He held the tissue and wiped her cheeks delicately. Then he slowly moved to her lips and wiped it slowly. Her lips were clean but he continued to wipe the second time, deliberately slowing down further this time.

I couldn’t take it anymore. I pretended that I had to attend some important call and excused myself from there. I was still talking around the railing and they joined me. Di patted my shoulder and gestured to me to move. I continued to pretend to talk and we moved to the lift lobby and then the parking lot.

We drove home and our neighbor informed us that Mom went out to meet her friend in the neighboring street. We took the keys from them and entered. Jiju settled down on the couch and Di settled down beside him. I went inside my room and locked in.

I lied on the bed and tried to console myself. I was not completely jealous. Every moment Jiju was moving closer to her reminded me that I can’t do the same. Even if I want to, people won’t understand my love. Only husbands are the ones who can love a woman that way.

I was her brother and no brother can be romantic with her sister. I realized it was more of that pain than jealousy. I was thinking deeply and then Di knocked on the door. I realized they would suspect something and so I quickly changed myself and opened the door.

She moved to the couch and gestured to me to come there. I sat on the couch but remained silent. I was surprised that Jiju wasn’t seen there.

Me – “Where is Jiju?”

Di – “He just left. He thought you might be in the washroom. So he left asking me to convey his regards to you”

I just smiled and bent my head back. I just couldn’t speak. My heart was heavy and my eyes were wet.

Di – “I know what you are going through. But I had to…”

Me – “I know, Di. You are his wife and you love him. Don’t worry about me.”

Di – “I love you as well. But unfortunately, we cannot express our love that way in public.”

Me – “Yeah I know. We are siblings and related by blood. So we cannot be that close.”

A tear formed and started filling my eyes. She looked at me and held my face.

Di – “Hey look at me! We cannot show our love out there. But we can here, right?”

I looked at her and blinked my eyes. The drop of tear started sliding down my cheeks. She looked at it and immediately moved towards me and held my head on to her chest.

Di – “You are my love. I love your Jiju just after marriage. But I love you from your birth.”

Saying so she moved my face back and held it in both her palms. She immediately kissed me on my forehead, a couple of kisses on my cheeks, and hugged me back. I held her back tightly and started sobbing. She held me closer and I buried my face into her chest.

My face was in between her breasts. She was least bothered about it. The emotion we had flowing between us was above all those feelings. She slowly moved my face back and was wiping my tears. I raised my head and looked at her face. A couple of tears had already started flowing down her cheeks.

Di – “I know how much you love me. I don’t need all these ways of expression to know it. I know it from the bottom of my heart.”

I wiped myself and she continued.

Di – “You know, I love your Jiju as well. But what I did there was just not to disappoint him. I love him but there was this guilt inside me which made me disconnected. I was worried about you when he was showing his love. I realized now that even though I love him, I cannot love him as much as I love you. ”

She kissed me again. She started kissing me all over my face.

Di – “I love you, Mannu. I love you so much. I just can’t express it.”

And she continued kissing me again. She kissed my eyes. She kissed my nose. She kissed my cheeks, my chin. She kissed my lips even. There was no hesitation this time. She kissed me everywhere on my face.

Di – “I don’t care about the world. I just need you. I want to be with you. I will reveal this to everyone and I don’t care if anyone agrees to it or not. I just want to be with you forever.”

And there was a slight noise at the door and we both looked at it. It was Jiju standing at the door. Di was shocked and so was I. But she did not leave me. My face was still in her arms. Jiju was shocked to see us. He definitely must have heard what she spoke.

His eyes turned red, out of anger and pain. He was fuming. He just picked his leather bag from the table and moved out furiously. Di ran behind him and tried to stop him. Even I ran behind them and tried to stop Jiju. He did not stop. Di held his hand to drag him and he pulled his hand forcefully.

I continued stopping Jiju by holding him and then we heard a scream. We both looked back and she was on the ground, with her belly facing the floor.

This is the end of this episode and the story will be continued in the next one. Please share your feedback in the comments or mail to [email protected].