Kinkiness Of A Pervert Mind – Part 1

Hello…

I am Akash from a small town in West Bengal.This is a story on my life.It was 2007 when I first met her.Never forgot her since then.The appointment was barely for half an hour which proved to be a platonic love for me.As being a natural immature stud, a plump body ,no job in hand as i was pursuing my B.Tech from a Govt college, also for several reasons I was rejected with no mercy.Being immature I pleaded her no to go away ,as I realized in that very first moment that She was the One. It never happened.

The rejection made me kind of a psycho as I analysed myself about my faults.I started to do exercise regularly to keep myself fit.Graduating in 2009 I faced the word REALITY.As you all know due to downsizing at that time, it was tough to get a decent job then.

The very first job I got was in 2011 with a salary of three thousand rupees per month with a 14 hours job duty in IT sector.I tried to contact her again but my mind was brutally hurt. She was right from her side ,I don’t blame her.I just wanted HER to be my struggle partner ,to boost ourselves and to be with each other forever.But the almighty had a different plan.So I was left alone.

While pursuing the degree , I was a master of watching porn just for excitement,never felt the meaning of love through it.One day in the summer of 2011,I came to know about BDSM. First I thought it was bizarre but got attracted slowly.I found myself to be a slave rather than a dom. I wished to be fucked but got a very nasty excitement when it was in the form of pegging from a mistress.The real submission was never known then. When i got accustomed with this dark side of mine , I wondered for a real experience but believe me guys,I was truly in a dilemma.Freud vs Plato.

November 2011,a Friday 10 pm, I was returning from office in salt lake to my den , smoking a fag in a foggy night.The footpath was with bare of humans.I was walking to the bus stop nearby.I stopped as I got my phone dropped due to a slip and that was the time my life changed.I saw a mature lady ,in her 40’s ,slowly walking with a hard talk with someone over phone.

She : I will fuck your fucking ass with a fucking dildo you fucking pig.

She : Just go fuck yourself ,I dont need a slave like you.Fuck off.

Those terms attracted me.My pulse rate was high and A possible mistress in front of me was not different from a possible alien. I just looked at her with staring eyes.She was also smoking and said” would you mind! what are you looking at ,you jerk”! Few words came out of my mouth in a mumbling voice…”Are you looking for a Slave Mistress?”. She also stared at me,astonishingly. I said “I will try to fulfil all your kinky dreams mistress”.She stopped for a few seconds and asked “Do you have any of your ID card”? I let her show my pan card, job id card.She looked at those for a minute and asked me ” can you come with me please? I stay few miles from here.”I was so taken aback that I just mumbled with a “Yes”.

A car was parked a 100 meter away from that spot in a turn of a road.She took the driver seat and asked me to join her in front seat. I got in,but I was so nervous that I was feeling my heartbeat. To this point ,there was no talk.

She was looking normal,with a little bit of smile in her face.She asked my name again,address, family talks and so on.She was behaving so normally that I was taken aback.She read my mind.”what do you think? a mistress is not a lady with a heart! This is the problem of watching porn,you know.Just relax.You can leave anytime if you want.” she said. Dilemma was completely on my side.

I approached her and now it was ME who was nervous.So hilarious. But at that time it was reality.The car finally approached a gate and she herself got down to open it and came back,took her seat, parked the car in the garage,shut it down and then invited me in her house with a natural loving smile.”come..” she said with a smile.I went inside.She was very systematic.

After coming back home, she done any natural alone systematic man will do.Now she offered me a cup of coffee…took her seat in the sofa, made me sit on the other side of the couch and asked:

She: So Akash, what do you know about a Mistress? It is a reality that you dont have any idea,have you? Tell me how you want to serve a Mistress and why.

Me : Mistress , i have watched a lot of porn.(I started with a mumbling voice) I feel that there is a dark side inside me who loves to be dominated.

She: Interrupting you ,but what do you mean by Domination? Did you mean Torture?

Me : Yes mistress.I always got excited by seeing the torture movies and my inner side felt lust for that.

She : what are your fetishes? I hope you’re aware of the terms.

Me: Yes mistress.I have Anal Fetish,sadist in nature, CBT , Pegging , TPT , facesit …(and I recited like a parrot with lot of excitement, she was smiling).

She : Can you do all of these? are you able to do these? you know ,this is not a joke.

Me: I will try my best Mistress.Wil you please train me?

I think this was the term she was willing to hear.She smiled and asked “You didn’t answer me what you mean by the term Mistress.Can you please elucidate?”

Me: I am sorry mistress.I must have remembered.(took a long breath) Mistress , according to my thoughts is a lady to whom you may submit yourself fully.It can be in love, it can be sadistic,it can be freudian but ,in a nutshell, to me a Mistress in the one you care most after your parents. ( I didn’t know then what i said,as I completed in one breath)

She: Bravo.I like your answer. You have respect for parents and you are quite aware about love.have you slept with any girl?

Me: No mistress.I have not.

She : May I know why?

Me : Mistress I believe in soul love.”where the mind goes,body follows”.If I am not in love then how come i can make love?Sex is not a machinist approach.It has some core feelings.I know i am an introvert as you can see me ,because I was never with a girl before this close.Never had this kind of conversations.But I know myself.

To be continued ….. please drop a mail [email protected] if you like this erotica.I know this is slow story but it was intentional.