How A Teenage Loses Her Virginity – My Sexual Diary – Part 4

(A Biography of a poor girl)

(I am Farah, 28 married; this is a story of a girl told me directly by her)

After receiving of wonderful response from my 1st, 2nd & 3rd sexual story I got the courage to write this new episode of a girl’s real sexual experience which is erotic enough that I felt to write it.

(There may be mixing of Past & Present so please ignore grammatical mistakes. It is just for sharing and fun)

(Now the whole sex story is in his words as I listened and compiled for all of you.)

My name is Iman, age just 18. My father is a carpenter, lazy to work causes hunger in the house, the house is on rent too, and he preferred the only son and daily curse us being girls.Mother is like a cow of God; don’t know how to please husband, children or other relatives. Just busy all day in house work and at night go to bed, nothing else.The fight between a couple is a routine.

Ayesha is a sensitive girl, always trying to avoid quarreling but failed so she left all for God’s sake.

Hamza is a little absent-minded boy, with no greed of education or work, just loves the wondering in streets but in the eyes of parents, he is still best of all.

I completed Matric with help of other relatives and Ayesha is still struggling to complete 10th.

We used to live in a poor area of the city which is now become rather developed now. A new family bought plot attached to our house, they are a good family, moderate, down to earth. The man is near 40, the woman looks around 30, with 4 kids.

Aunt helped me often according to her affordability and uncle is also very kind to us.

After few months they have a complaint with my family for my brother and father and I know they are on right, I knew my males, they are not good persons, but neighbors still kind to us with both girls.

I got a chance to some work online but my knowledge about the internet was very little, I talked about it with the uncle, he helped me, I have an old computer. Uncle Nadeem buys an internet device for me as I have no money. He is trying to teach me how to use the internet to buy some money online. But my family is too much conservative so only 2nd day of his teaching they discontinue my entry to his house. I was too desperate, wanted to be a modern girl with a lot of wishes but my parents are my enemy.

After a few months uncle told me that he has a work for me, just try to convince your parents and you can earn enough money to fulfill your desires. He wanted me to work in a call center, but the problem is my poor English and my parents.

He encouraged me that you only try to convince parents rest leave on me. I started to think about this offer, made a lot of plans and finally decided to have the courage to convince my parents.

I got a help of my cousin Mansoor (my uncle’s son), he likes me very much being a girl. I invited him to my house and we both tried our best to convince my parents but the 1st response was not good. After 2 efforts Mansoor left the struggle and all is on me now. I continued my struggle convincing mother, and one day I black mailed them that I will commit suicide if they didn’t allow me for said job. They ignored me but in a day or two it works and they ready.

Uncle Nadeem hired a rikshaw and let me in an office some 4-5 kilometers to my house. An interview is done by a male officer there and he asks me I can join from tomorrow. Rupees 5000/month is done as scholarship during training.

It is enough for me and I started the job from 9-5 daily.

After 3 months I promoted to a regular call center post for local customers and salary is now doubled but timing is shocking for me. The manager asked me to join on 12 midnight to 6 am. It is too hard for me but he didn’t listen.

I asked uncle but he also didn’t help me and convinced me that it is good for me as it has less time and less work on the night. I put this matter against parents; they are shocked too and refused totally. I didn’t go for next 2 days to the office.

3rd day call center called me that if I am not interested they are not able to wait more and I can lose my job.

I was too worried, discussed with the uncle, he advised me to not lose a job at any cost. I put the matter to parents, they wanted money but timing is didn’t suit. After a long discussion, I have succeeded to convince them as Rs. 10,000 is big money for us. I joined and in a week I was familiar with timing. I hired a rikshaw for office to home and it becomes easy for me now.

One night I saw uncle Nadeem in my office with my manager, he wanted to meet me. He told me that he is very happy to see me earning money. After few minutes of chit chat, he offered me to go out for a coffee outside, I wondered but accept the offer. The manager allowed me unexpectedly as he is very strict in these matters.

Uncle took me at a very fine restaurant, I was amazed as I never been places like that. Taking snacks and coffee he told me, “Iman, are you happy with this job”? “Yes uncle g, I am happy it is good for me,” I replied.

“But I think that it is not enough for you, this money is very little, and you can’t buy comfort and happiness in your life in near future, you should do something different to get more.” He asked me.

Saying this he put very calculated and brief details of my future. I was wondered that he is so much concerned about me. I was agreed with him that current job is not enough for me; I should try to capture more.

I was not so sharp on that time, just 18 years old, and he turned my mind towards new goals successfully.

“But how can I get more uncle g”. I asked him.

“Don’t you worry, I have a very good plan for you, you just make your mind and I will guide you all.” He replied.

I was thinking a lot about his offer but unable to reveal, which work is worth to earn money in no time, but I was mentally prepared to accept his offer as the lust of money and valuables is now bigger than all, as parents are also greedy to my money. They almost snatched all my earning and my wish to get a good smart phone is still there.

After 2 days I saw him sitting with my manager once again, he wanted to take me away once again, so we are now once again at the same restaurant.

He speaks “What you think about my offer dear”.

“I am ready uncle, you just tell me what to do.” I replied.

“Yes, that’s like a good girl, I will meet you tomorrow evening and guide you what to do.” He asked me.

“But on the evening I am unable to go out from office alone”. I said.

“Don’t you worry, your office timings has changed from tomorrow.” He told.

I wondered that he was unable to help me when I asked him to try changing my timings at 1st and now he changed my timings at once. I got the notice from the office that my timings are now 5 pm to 12 midnight.

Next day he took me at office type flat, lonely no one accept us, there was a computer, sound system, LED tv, a well-mannered office but a little bit dusty as no one enter here since times.

He removed dust with a duster from the sofa, computer, tv, and table, started the system and asked me.

“Dear Iman, I respect you a lot and want that you become a well mannered, fashionable girl who is able to fulfill her desire independently, I just want to ask you that if you don’t like my offer please don’t tell anyone just be quite and behave like before. I shall continue helping you same as I am doing now.”

I was looking at him strangely and asked: “Uncle g don’t you worry, I respect you too, just tell me what to do?”

He told, “Listen, man, I like you very much from day one, I want you to become rich and happy, you know earning money in these days is too much hard, people spend whole their life and unable to buy a good house, a car or other necessary things.”

“I know all, uncle; it is a big fact of life,” I asked.

“I just want that you know what you are, what you have, you should value your assets, that’s all.” He told me.

Knowing nothing I replied, “Please uncle tell me openly, don’t you worry, just reveal what is in your mind”.

He took a big sigh, cleans his throat and asked: “man, you are young, beautiful, well-built body, your figures are very attractive, and you can use them to fulfill every dream of life.”

Now I could understand what he wanted to ask me. I was speechless for a while; he too was trying to avoid watching towards me.

Being a part of conservative society, poor family with less education and knowing that there were a lot of problems for girls everywhere it was not easy for me to reply. I was shocked too, closed my eyes and after some minutes of the storm in mind, I got the courage to speak.

“Uncle g, I am sorry, I am unable to do this, I was respected you and still will do but please don’t ask me this in future and maybe I don’t like to meet you in future too.”

He was mentally prepared, he didn’t react much, just said, “Okay dear Iman, don’t worry I will never ask you further, please forgive me”.

After saying this he left the seat, I too followed him; he locked the office and dropped me at my office.

Life is going as per routine, I was working like a cow, all the money was almost snatched by parents I was hardly able to get some necessary cosmetics and eatables of cheap quality. There was a storm in my mind on every time when I was on my bed, day by day sleeping time was lesser as I used to dream and think a lot in my mind.

I tried some time to call his cell but he didn’t receive. After almost a month I found uncle on our street alone walking, it was midnight no one was there, my rikshaw was disappeared after dropping me. I saw in his eyes, there were no feelings for me as I noticed, I dared a little and asked him that I wanted to meet him alone, he didn’t react at 1st but on my request he became ready to visit my office next day, as I had made my mind for future planning.

He was there near 6 pm, I asked him to please take me out as I wanted to talk him in private. He took me out towards coffee shop when I asked him, “Why not we are going to the same place where we met lastly”.

I know he was shocked but react normally, “For what you wanna go there? No, I don’t want to go there.”

I requested him repeatedly and he agreed. He took some snacks and drinks, we entered the office & there was same atmosphere, dusty like not used since months.I served snacks & drinks by self and start talking as I knew he was little angry with me.

Me: “Uncle I am sorry for my last behavior, you are so kind, I respect you and want that you should continue helping me.”

Uncle: “How I can help you dear, if you don’t want me see any more, as you said last time.”

Me: “Oh please forgive me, I am stupid, please leave it now, I am ready now, I am unable to bear more hunger, poorness, and helplessness.”

Uncle: “Okay that’s like a good girl, please keep in mind, it is all about you, make your mind cool, never feel guilty, just do what you want and follow my instructions, and soon you become more happy, rich & satisfied, I guarantee you.”

Me: “Okay uncle g, I shall try my best to act upon your advice.”

Uncle: “Dear Iman, many people have captured too much money exceeding their needs; we just need to snatch our right from them intelligently. Don’t feel guilty, don’t shy, have faith in yourself. Let’s start now.”

Saying this he started the computer, insert a flash drive in it and played a movie clip, he asked me to watch with intention and asked the question what I have in mind as he knew my English was poor.

It was a guide about how girls impress men using their language, style, and body. Soon I could see the nude girl who was describing, showing her sensual parts, I was feeling little shyness but it was expected so I didn’t react more.

After ½ an hour the clip was showing almost porn, as the girl was describing how to please men sexually with the help of a man. I was little nervous but kept watching, he was watching it too with keen interest.

“You can ask some questions if you have in mind” He speaks.

There were subtitle showing on screen in English too, made it easy to understand for me.

I saw towards him but didn’t say any word. He was sitting in front of me against the table, he made a movement and sit beside me. I was scared a little in mind but he didn’t touch me.

The scenes on the monitor were too much erotic now; I could feel sensation in my body.

“You should ask some question dear, or you understand it all.” He speaks lightly.

I hardly told him, “No, but I am trying to understand”.

That clip was almost 1 hour long, and girl described all from start to end, how a young girl treat a male to satisfy him, it include how to talk, treat him, how to make him hot by showing sensual parts, teasing him, and finally how to made him wild and out of mind by sucking his cock, let him allow to suck your boobs, pussy and fuck your pussy finally, safety & hygienic guide was too included in it.

He changed the clip and there was a scene of porn, one young girl, maybe teenage with an older adult. It was totally adult porn clip. The girl started licking man’s cock wasting no time, and they did all possible dirty acts. I could feel sensation in my body and moisture between legs.

Uncle speaks “If you don’t mind we can do some practice for a better experiment.”

I could understand what he wanted and it was an embarrassing situation for both of us. I didn’t reply.

He moved himself near me, almost touched with me, slowly he put his hand around my shoulder on the sofa, after a while he put it on my shoulder, I saw towards him without any reaction, he got the courage and in no time I could feel his hand touching my boobs. I reacted by trying to move myself a little away but he forced me not to do.

He started touching my boobs; the porn clip was enough to make me hot, I was enjoying but feeling guilty being a virgin and also belong to a conservative lower class family.

He judged me soon and got more courage, started pinching my boobs, in a while, he forced me to lay down on the sofa; he was on me, put his lips to mine and locked. I tried my best unable to remove him or his lips. It took only 2-3 minutes and I stopped the resistance; we both are enjoying exploring each other’s mouth. It is only 2nd time in my life that I am doing kiss like that.

Wasting no time he helped me to stand up, forced me to hands up to my shoulder and trying to remove my kameez, he was succeeded, he forced me to move around, unzipped my bra and there was a pair of bare boobs hanging in front of his lusty eyes, on that time my size was only 30. As his tongue touches my right boob, I was out of my mind, a wave of pleasure was crossing in my body and I stopped a little resistance after that. He put his 2nd hand on my left boob, pinching it, he was busy in sucking boob, made a turn, right boob to left and sucked both with relish and wildness.

I was totally helpless at that time; he removes his clothes and put my shalwar down at once, now I was totally naked before him. A young teenage virgin girl was standing nude before him, he became wild, and he put his cock in my hand asked,

“Come on baby, lick it and make it hard for yourself.”

My body was trembling and mind was frozen, didn’t know what to do.He forced his cock to put in my mouth, I resisted too much but failed, started sucking his big cock in miserable position as he was riding on my chest and I was unable to move.

Soon he loosed the grip and I stopped the resistance, he pulled out his cock from my mouth as it was looking that he was unable to bear the heat of a young virgin more.

He pulled my legs to air, put his mouth between my legs, and yes..wwwooww, I was in heaven, that was the 1st time an active tongue was exploring my pussy madly. I have no words what was I feeling at that time. His tongue fucked my pussy almost 10 minutes, there was a lot of lube there of his tongue saliva and my pussy juices.

He put my legs spread-eagled, and put his cock in my wet pussy, aahhhhh, mmmm, ohmmm.. a big voice of pain and pleasure began to come from my mouth and I was no more virgin now.

He began to fuck me like a mad dog; I was not in my senses as he was treated me like an animal, pushing me madly to the floor, I was unable to handle him.

After 4-5 minutes he helped me to stand up, made me doggie on sofa, forced to push my head down and put his big cock once again in my fucking pussy, he was stood on floor fucking me more madly now as he was able to put full length inside me, I was feeling a lot of pain inside pussy but unable to stop this and no doubt that pain consists of lot of pleasure too.

I admitted that I was enjoying too. My crying with pleasure voices was coming out consistently from my mouth made him wilder, he was fucking me now with no mercy; his hands were on my boobs, pulling and pinching them continuously.

“Oh baby, you are so much sexy, hot, my sweetheart, be my slut, yessss … ohm good girl..mm.”

Voices like that were coming from his mouth continuously. My back was in the air, face stuck in the sofa, we both were wet with sweat although it was winter season.

He fucked me in that position almost 10 minutes, then he pulled away his cock from my pussy saying “hold on baby, don’t move please”.

He put his hand in pant’s pocket and wear a condom for protection. I must appreciate his presence of mind, that he didn’t forget to wear the condom, as fucking a young virgin with hot body is enough to make anyone senseless.

He fucked me for more 3-4 minutes wearing the condom, released with a bang in my pussy, I could feel the warmth of cum inside condom touching my inner walls of pussy. He put his head on my back for a while, relaxed and pulled out his cock from my pussy. I was released twice during this fun, once he was busy licking my pussy, he must have tasted my pussy juices, secondly when he was fucking me in doggie style. Sex is an amazing thing, I experienced it 1st time with the full hard core.

After cleaning up all the mess we were sitting on the sofa once again, I was trying to avoid contacting his eyes, feeling guilty. But he consoled me a lot, treated me very kindly, asked me to forget all this and think about future.

He guided me a lot of things like, don’t tell anyone about this incident, be brave, and make yourself unique, proud to be a girl, be smart, be sexy and have faith in yourself.

“We should leave for now and will continue tomorrow about your new start-up of life.” He asked me by standing up.

I asked, “But how it possible to leave job daily, the office may rusticate me from the job.”

“Don’t you worry baby, I can handle all, and you just make yourself ready for new life style.” He replied.

He gave me Rs. 5000 as a reward which I accepted after some resistance.

Next day at 6 pm, the uncle took me away once again at a spa & beauty parlor. He wanted to change my hair style, looks, to enhance my beauty.He talked me about this matter; I was wondered and had the wish of this already so there was no resistant from me. Only fear of parents, but uncle told me don’t reveal to them all just hide your beauty in routine get up by wearing up hijab, big Doppata.

Spa Aunty took me inside, almost remove all my clothes, and put me in a big tub of warm water, put different type liquids on my whole body, massage and rub gently. I was feeling good, relaxed. After 1 hour or so she asked me to dress up and guide me to beauty parlor area, where they put many cosmetics one by one on me to remove my dullness and dirt.

After 3 hours, I was standing against a full view mirror and I was praising myself, there was a different Iman was standing against me in the mirror. I was looking very smart, attractive and modern.

Uncle also praised my beauty a lot and took me a mall, bought shoes, clothes, and some cosmetics for me. I resisted a little but he forced me to accept all and I did. He dropped me once again at my office, colleagues were wondered too, asked too many questions, and I handled all accordingly.

The big task is to face parents, I succeeded to hide myself but Ayesha was very keen to know about my change in personality. I satisfied her taking a long time though but she was clever.

Uncle spent almost Rs. 20-25 thousand on me, I was happy, we used to meet almost daily, he took me away to the same office and guided me how to be a good girl to please men.There were a lot of things that he asked me to learn with help of different video clips including porn.

And of course, he fucked me every time during lessons. I was feeling guilty, tried my best to avoid facing mother & father. Ayesha asked me a lot of questions about my new look and changes in lifestyle but I didn’t reply her properly.

After some days I revealed in my house that I am promoted to a new post and now I can earn more money. I could get as much money as I wanted as I got the commission of every transaction. It was all false statement because I revealed it by the guidance of my fucking uncle. He was so much clever and intelligent person.

In a month or two, I got the latest new smart phone, branded makeup, clothes, shoes, jewelry and a lot of things of my choice. It all happened because of my dear uncle. He was my godfather.

I got experience with the help of the uncle, I sucked cock very well, teasing him sexually to make him cum, like touching ears, sucking breast sign at chest, rubbed the hand and body especially boobs to all his body, he became mad and lust of fucking aroused a lot. That foreplay made him cum easily and quickly.

He guided me to be a good slut. He took me to an Escort House, manger there, know him already, he introduced me to him, there were some parameters set by the uncle for me.

I’ll like to share with you.

1- Every customer interested to fuck me must be passed by the uncle.
2- Older is better for me as treat and release him is an easy task.
3- Never allowed more than 1 male to go for sex with me.
4- Always ask the male to wear condom although I get pills for safety.
5- Male who want to fuck me must be clean and hygienic.
6- If I didn’t like a customer, escort house manager helped me to get rid of him.
7- Never be personal or fall in love with anyone.
8- Always try to make customer hot by teasing him all over, better release him as soon as possible.
9- Force him to release by showing the nude body, pull and rub cock by hand, mouth fuck cock exceptionally to force him cum to avoid contact cock with pussy as much possible.
10- Make him wild before insertion in pussy, causes less pain, safety to avoid possible stretching of pussy.
11- Tried your best to avoid him pussy licking as most men trying to stretch and bite pussy lips, causes bigger pussy lips.
12- Try to make customers visits you regularly whom are mannered, educated, older, and hygienic and can pay more.

I learned these parameters by heart, as we used to meet in that office once or twice every week. And of course, he used to fuck me every time. The so called call center job was a symbol only. I was not forced to sit on my seat even, the uncle took me away daily or I was sitting on rest room.

Escort house manager called uncle when customers of my requirement contact him, he finalized the deal and we both went to escort house on time. I made enough customers of my choice in 3 months to revolve the chain and there was no need to face new ugly customers now. Now I often went to escort house alone too, the manager is a very good professional person, treat me like his daughter, often advised me how to be more professional, never tried to force me.

In a short time I was able to choose customers of my choice, in my list, there were some special customers, non-drunk, kind, mannered and scary persons, security is everything for them, so it was easy for me to handle them and earn.

There are some retired judges, bureaucrats, businessmen and men holding good jobs in private organizations. I never been in parties, never been to private places, and never been fucked by 2 or more. Just go for one to one encounter, satisfy him and get my money, that’s all.Uncle and I, both agreed on that, don’t indulge in more things, greed may cause problems.

I had a lot of money now, parents worried too much in the start, father visits the office to make sure my activities but with the help of uncle I was able to handle all.

My parents are now very kind to me; they never asked me now from where I bring all the money. Father almost left the work, the mother gets washing machine, microwave, good crockery, clothes, and every need of household. They are thinking to buy their own little house now.Brother is no concern with any matter, he just loves to wander in streets, only little sis Ayesha is asking too many questions still. Handle her is the only big task for me at this time rest is okay.

I am so worried about what happened when they know my source of income, sister Ayesha already has doubt on my activities.

So readers this was the story of Iman, girl 21 now, has been in this business for almost 3 years. She is happy but sacred too. I heard her story and like to share with you people.

Feedback is welcome. Hope you enjoyed it.

Awaiting your replies,
Farah

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