Teenager’s Journey to Eternal Love – Part Xll

He trusted his hips into my hips and I could feel his thick penis head sliding in between my butts and he even pressed my breasts hard and was madly kissing my neck and earlobes and with a tight thrust, he ejaculated his fluids in my butt crack. I felt embarrassing and exciting at the same time. We together got up and moved to washroom and he opened the shower, I was feeling very shy being all naked with him, he hugged me and water flowed down our cling bodies and he soaped me and cleaned me. I caressed him and kissed him and his penis was hitting me on my abdomen and I held it and it started to swell again in my hands. OMG, he never stops I thought. I played with it for a long time but he didn’t ejaculate. Then he turned me around and put his penis in my butt crack again and it slid freely this time due to soap and continued to rub. After sometime he ejaculated again. We washed ourselves, came to bedroom and dried ourselves and dressed ourselves. Now it was time for evening so we thought of leaving and he went to settle the checkout and I was wondering what I have done. I never wanted to get this physical with anybody till my marriage…Why did I? I was proud I didn’t give myself completely to him…but I was too feeling uneasy about it. He returned and we both collected out things and left. It was a pleasant drive back home, listening to good music and moments running in my mind.
I came home and decided to have a clean warm bath, relaxed for some time and was feeling very tired so slept. Next day I got up late and didn’t feel like going to college, involved myself in some work. Then next day I went to college the notice board read that there is campus recruitment drive to be held soon. I didn’t bother much but when I met Zahid, he was so excited about it and he inspired me too for it. It was for this which he worked hard, workshops and all. I didn’t have any hopes but he encouraged me and guided me in the following days how to choose about things and stuff, I was feeling so comfortable with him as if I belonged to him. And he too behaved so maturely and was under control of his emotions every time. Then came the interviews, he took me to secluded places, not for making love, but to practice interviews and what all we learned in workshops. Anyhow we got selected through rounds and on the final step, he got selected in a reputed company and I was put on hold. I wasn’t bothered about mine but was very happy for him, he wasn’t happy and bothered for me. It was gloom for just 2 days as I was selected and too got placed in a good company. We celebrated by dining candle lit at a very posh restaurant and I loved his feel around me. Then we had our final exams, the final hurdle before we could get our degrees and join our job. And with his encouraging support we both got along very well through it and were done with college.
Then I discussed our future, he had plans to go to USA and do his masters after working here for a year. I didn’t want to be a hurdle by asking for commitment as at that time I was seriously considering about talking the marriage thing. I didn’t speak about it but, and moreover my family were looking matches for me. And one day he asked can we both spend a day together??
Though my inner self was shouting YES!! I need you! But I asked time to think about it. I sat peacefully and asked myself, what was I doing? Why was I betraying myself if I know I can never have him permanent? What if I couldn’t stop myself from going all the way?? Will it be all worth it? My family was looking for a good match for me…will I betray them? More than about anybody else! I myself wanted myself to be pure for the love of my life, my husband. And took a very hard decision of telling him NO! What was surprising was that he took it all positive and didn’t even have a glitch about it. And we remained good friends and each others well-wishers; he was the reason behind my success, my job, my exams and everything. He had a great influence on my whole personality.
Then finally I was matched with a guy, and I really liked him. We got married and I loved each and every event and moment of our marriage, our family time, the whole event itself, it was memorable and cherishing one. This was my journey; no journey is short and so is mine. Zahid remained a good buddy and now he finally reached his destination USA and pursuing his masters, Faiz is in UK, Arman is still struggling to clear his backlogs, no idea where was Sameer, Neha discontinued her education and was married off to a guy from UAE.
My husband was a really nice person; a very humble and honest guy was funny and naughty too. On our wedding night, he was too caring and too gentle to make me very comfortable with new place and new life. He didn’t get intimate that day, he gave me hints of making our honeymoon special which was scheduled after 3 days. We went to a nice hill station and stayed in a very grand and cozy honeymoon suite. There I had the best moment of my life, where he EARNED my virginity and I EARNED his love! I don’t want to elaborate its details as for me Love is new every day and every time and we are in Love and our journey together has been amazing and refreshing and it’s still as good as it was and getting better!
Now my husband had to attend a workshop for a week and flew to another country and I was pondering about my past life, which was so beautiful and every bit would have been cherishing if I hadn’t committed a few mistakes, though they were repairable, I sometimes feel proud not to have given myself completely to Arman or Zahid, but at the same time I also feel, may be it would have been good if I had not done a bit of it either. But I carry no regrets now, as Love helped me forget everything and I erased those mistakes from my memories and very happy!!!
I hope readers found it nice reading through the experiences, though some were elaborated unnecessarily but I wrote whatever I felt was important to convey my feelings, Thank You people, for sharing the little secrets of my life.